I'm leaving.. thats it, I've made my decision I'd rather die in pain by being eaten alive then watch my crush and his girlfriend be together.... i know its bad to say and i really hope he's happy... but what i felt for him just then with the kiss and everything before that it felt fast but... it was real and I now know love... sadly i cant have it...
I pack a few of my things and felt a hand on my shoulder. I turn around to see... Mark?
"Whats going on?"
He asked, i just looked down and took off the sling and sighed, a tear fell down my face.
"I need air... thank you for finally being okay with me...but i cant take this... max and Ross will know what i mean... i need to go mark..."
"What? What do you mean? Jayden you cant be serious about leaving.."
"MY GROUP WILL KILL YOU GUYS IF I STAY!"
"GROUP?!"
Mark yelled and his eyes went wide
"You lying bitch... I'LL KILL YOU!"
Mark yelled and I ran past him before he grabbed my arm and pinned me against the walled and sighed and looked at him
"Signe's back and I love Jack so what am I supposed to do? I need to leave, I wish you the best.. and I'm sorry about this..."
I then kicked him in between the legs enough to get him to let go and then yelled
"Group? What idiots would take me in." Before running out.
I ran past everyone in the lobby, Sean put signe down in the middle of their makeout session and yelled out
"Jayden where are you going?!"
"Have a good life, i wish you the best."
And with that I left... i felt free... but sadly, i left my weapon at the post... i only have my pocket knife and no food... but I didn't care. I was stone once again. And fuck did it feel good....as the night went on i ran into groups and groups of walkers putting myself in dangour and killing every single one of those dumb brainless assholes
Dan's POV
Grace poked my arm and then the door, I know how nervous she gets so i bend Down to hear what she has to say.
"We need to go after her.... She didn't seem okay.."
"I agree... come on lets go..."
I grabbed my weapons and she grabbed hers.Graces weapon is a bow and arrow.
Grace was light on her feet, she was quick too, the little lady was faster and quicker then half the tough men and stronger aswell she kills a walker then stands there awkwardly waiting for me to catch up. We follow Jayden quietly, she's like a machine, kind of creepy actually. She wasn't even aware of the zombies around her she was just taking risks... until one grabbed her arm, not scratching it just grabbing it, and she cried in pain, that's when grace came out of hiding and killed the twat. She then just looked at Jayden who thanked her and she just nodded..
I came out of hiding and Jayden narrowed her eyes
"Leave me the fuck alone.... I don't need you here dan..."
Grace just held my hand and Jayden sighed
"Fine since you saved my life you both can stay... but watch it Howell..."(What? You really think that while partying and all that they dint get to know each Other? Jayden knows a lot more then I lead on, trust me.)
"Why'd you leave"
"Isn't it obviously twat? Signe."
Grace whispered answering my question.
"What do you mean you guys weren't...."
"We kissed... and I fell hard... that kiss felt like nothing else mattered... I couldn't compare it to anything else in the whole world... and she came back... ITS LIKE I NEVER EVEN EXISTED "
"Looks like like someone's having an existen-"
"Existential crisis."
Jayden and grace finished, Jayden didn't hear grace but I did."It's not my fault I loved him.... anyone else try's to pull it on me I cut their heads off... and if I see him again I'll cut his dick off!"
She yelled as she swung her arm and the pocket knife in her hand.
"I WAS HAPPY FINALLY FOR ONE FUCKING SECOND! NO LEAVE BEFIRE I KILL YOU BOTH!"
She belled and fell to the ground in tears... this was worse then me.
*time skip*
She doesn't really listen to anyone... she's also been stealing every bit of pot or alcohol she could get her hands on, we decided to follow her the last too days just too keep her safe... I've suggested to go back but the two girls intimidate me so every time I'm shut down I shut up. They walk together as if they've been best friends forever and its silent and peaceful, only time it's awkward is when I try to talk. No one is having fun with my puns because we're all so tired... I want to go back, Phil is probably worried, it's the longest I've been without him since the outbreak, besides this was when I was in university besides when I had to wash my clothes or going home for the holidays.
"I'm hungry and tired can we please just try to walk back... I don't want to lose my team again."
"Shut up princess you're complaining more then us."
Jayden sighed and grace smirked.
Jacks POV
It's been two days since they left and I'm rotted, I had a drunk hookup with my ex girlfriend who doesn't know she's my ex after kissing my crush.
I fucked us big time and everyone knows it's my fault at this point, everyone gives me dirty looks.... and I mean it's really bad. I wanted to go look for her but mark won't let me, he said it has to be three days or else we put our selfs in danger for nothing... but I really know he just knows she doesn't want to be around me which I get....
"How long has it been?"
I ask as phil sits next to me,
"2 days, 23 hours, 59minutes... we can leave in a minute to go find them I hope dans okay..."
"I hope Jayden's okay..."
I sighed"What's so special about her anyways?"
Signe asked not trying to be rude but she knew it sounded rude and didn't fix it.
"Look... we grew apart and I-"
"Come on Sean! WE HAVE TO GO NOW!"
Mark yelled and phil was already gone... so much for dumping signe... guess I'll just have to wait... and hope and pray everyone is still alive... even that grace girl.
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The World Isn't Over Yet
FanfictionJayden is emotionless, she tried to keep it together but it isn't going to work forever. Will she get along with this group? Or will she leave? Who will she love? Who will she betray Will she ever find her family? Will she ever feel okay? ⚠️⚠️CAU...