The World Isn't Over Yet

(T.W.I.O.Y) 16.

Grace POV

I sighed, I was tired of fighting, I was tired in general. I decided to go look for Jayden.

'I'll be back, watch the baby please.'

I signed to Dan and he picked up Danny. Danny smiled and played with Dan's hair. I walked up the stairs and I heard some heavy breathing. I walked into the bathroom and saw Jayden. She was having a panic attack. I got down beside her her arm was bleeding again. I tapped her shoulder lightly. She looked up at me, tears streaming down her face.

'Listen, I know it's hard but we have to get through this. Jack is just being an ass, here, I'll bandage your arm now.' 

Jayden stood up, 

"That can't be him! It can't be it isn't him! I don't believe it!" 

She yelled I cowered away a bit and she sighed, 

"Sorry." '

It's fine' I signed. I cleaned up her arm, and smiled at her.

Jack POV

I felt bad, I don't know what came over me, and honestly I'm a little scared of Grace now. I mean if Mark is so should I. Well, you know how the saying goes, "Silent but deadly." Exactly what she was. I knew what I did was wrong, I'm just scared. Then when I heard the girl over talking I felt worse.

*Time skip*

Grace POV

I stomped on the ground, getting everyone's attention, we are all in the living room. I decided to split people into rooms. 'Mark and Amy will share, Dan and I will share a room,' I signed and Dan said aloud. ',and Jack and Jayden will share a room.'

 "What?!" 

'Listen, I know you guys aren't getting along well, that's why you're going to share a room.' They groaned 

"Can I at least take Danny in the room with me?" 

I shook my head. 'You two need to be alone, talk about your problems like civil adults.' They sighed. 'Good.'

*Timeskip*

Dan POV

It was late at night and I awoke to Grace crying and clutching her side.

 "What's wrong love?!"

 She shook her head. "You can talk you know, no one is listening..."

Jayden POV

We all stood outside Dan and Grace's door, we all woke up after hearing her cry.

Dan POV

"it hurts too much Dan, I hate it! I don't talk because if I do it hurts! I don't want to live like this anymore!" 

Grace screamed at me, tears falling down her face as she held her side.

 "I know. I really wish we could do something." 

Suddenly everyone walked in. 

"What the hell guys?! Were you eavesdropping?!"

Jayden POV

For the first time ever, we all heard Grace's voice, even though she was screaming and crying it was beautiful, all of our eyes widened.

Grace POV

"Dan please calm down! It's okay..." 

"Grace what happened to your side?"

 Jack asked sweetly.

 "It doesn't concern you!"

 Dan yelled, I just hugged Dan and began to explain.

 "As a kid I was abused, my father did so much to me and my mother, beat us, raped us, verbally abused us, then one night he killed her. On that night he beat me... a lot..."

 I began to choke on my tears. Dan hugged me close as I cried into his shirt.

 "Y-you don't have to continue..."

 Mark said, sadly. 

"I-it's okay... he beat me, he kicked my side, punched my side, stabbed my side and even shot it. When the cops finally got there I was almost dead. While I was in the hospital Dan visited me a lot, he was the only one who cared. He was the only one who loved me..."

 I wiped my eyes. Dan hugged me closer and kissed my head. Jayden has teared up and came over and hugged me, before I knew it, Jack, Mark, Ethan, Phil, Felix, Marzia, Amy and all the others were piled on the bed hugging me.

 "--My side never fully healed, the louder I talk the more it hurts."

 Once everyone got off of me they all left and Danny began to cry.

 "Damn..."

 I got off the bed and picked him up, rocking him back and forth. I sat on the bed next to Dan, he smiled down and me and held me close. 

"Even though you're not technically his mother, you're a great mother."

 He said while smiling.

 "Thanks."

 I said while I blushed.

Jayden POV

I sat on the bed, the room was silent. Jack was laying down.

 "Are you going to sleep or what?"

 He said.

 "What is it to you?"

 "Just go to sleep for fucks sakes..."

 "Shut up will you?!"

 "Hey! I'm just trying to help!"

 Sean yelled as he shot up out of bed. We argued and argued about Danny being my son again, and about how I was cutting, 

"Are you trying to kill yourself?!"

 "Maybe! What if i am!? What if I'm finally fucking done?!"

I yelled, it shut him right up... but i did feel this way..and I broke down. I began to sob loudly,

 "You know you really scared me earlier, I thought you were going to hurt me... more than you already have..." 

"I-I'm sorry..."

Mark POV

It's too hard to sleep with all this fucking fighting. Everyone needs to be quiet.

It;s hard enough to plan cute things with the wedding if everyone is fighting and hiding things, and no one can sleep.

I start to get all worked up but amy gets into the bed and cuddles into my chest which immediately calms me down.

Jayden's POV

Jack ran over to hug me as i cried... his apoligy just made me feel worse, I'm hear trying to kill myself because I'm depressed and unstable, I have been for a while. With more people Hurting me and  more things happening around me not counting the outbreak.

I dont know, I've just gotten worse.. I'm too unstable to have a child.. Maybe Grace would be a better mother because I'm that unstable I'm trying to take every single thing that happens around me and blame it on myself. I also use it all for reasons to kill myself.. apermanate solution for a temp-... actually, I'm unstable, probably insane.. is this really only temporary? Can i really get out of this?... 

All of these thoughts where running though my head but I didn't now what to do because while thinking about this i was crying my eyes out while cuddling with Jack on the floor in he corner of the bedroom.. If he didn't like me why comfort me?.. 

I'm just going to soak it all in.. this might be a fuck up and if it is i just want him to hold me one last time.. 

I calm down and then soon fall asleep in jacks arms, for once not having trouble, or having nightmares or crying.. I just fell asleep peacefully...