MY BIGGEST IDOL

Chapter 12

felixsandman: It's one month left until we meet :(

oscarenestad: I hope this month will pass by fast

felixsandman: Atleast you have a lot of fans to meet before you meet me

oscarenestad: But it won't be the same thing, I'm sure about that

felixsandman: Why? I'm just a normal person. Or maybe not normal but you know

oscarenestad: I am too, and you're a really good friend of mine.

felixsandman: you're like the only friend I have except Omar

oscarenestad: I don't have many friends either to be honest #lal

felixsandman: lal?

oscarenestad: life as lonely xD

felixsandman: ohhh, that's totally me

oscarenestad: relatable

oscarenestad: atleast we have eachother

damn, is he trying to kill me or something??

"Omar!" I shouted.

I think he was really curious because he ran into my room and fell to the floor in front of my bed right after.

"Yes?"

"Oh shit, you okay?" I asked.

"I'm fine, what did you want? Was it Oscar?" He asked and I laughed.

"Omar, take it chill. But yes it was." I answered.

"Well why should I take it easy then? Tell me everything."

"You're so desperate but I love it."

"Cheesy."

"You know I didn't mean it that way."

"You can just mean it that way with Oscar, I know." Omar said and laughed.

"Omar, really."

"It was true, wasn't it?"

"Maybe, I'm so insecure about everything."

"What? Did anything happen?"

"No but I think I like Oscar, and not just like an idol crush anymore."

"Awh, that's so cute. Why do you think so?"

"You sound like a therapist now, you know that?" I asked and laughed.

"But okay, he is so wonderful and it really seems like he cares about me. No one else do that." I explained.

"Offended."

"I mean except you of course."

"Yay. But do you really think you like him for real or just because he is/was your idol?"

"I have no idea to be honest, I like him a lot."

"Do you think you could ever be in a relationship with him? And don't say yes just because he is famous."

"Yeah, I don't care if he is famous or not. I really love his personality, he is so sweet and he also makes me laugh." I said.

"Felix?"

"Yeah?"

"I think you should think about it before you tell him something you don't feel. It can end very badly otherwise."

"So, you mean I should stop talking to him as much as I do to think about myself and my feelings?"

"I'm not telling you what to do, I'm just trying to help you out. You decide, I do not want you to feel bad."

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