MY BIGGEST IDOL

Chapter 17

"Oscar?" I asked.

"You need to help me. I don't know what to do."

"I don't either to be honest, do you have any idea of where you are at the moment? Where you can be?" I asked and put my phone on speaker so Omar could hear everything too.

"I don't know."

"Are you in a car?"

"Yeah."

"But what about us calling the police? They should be able to track your phone."

"Anything is good. But please don't leave me."

"I would never." I answered. To hear Oscar like this just makes me so sad, he clearly doesn't deserve this.

"I'll fix it." Omar says to me and I smile at him even though I'm really worried at the moment.

I'm so thankful for not being alone right now because if so I would totally get a panic attack or just make the situation more chaotic in any way possible.

Omar nearly lives at my place, and in this case I'm more thankful than ever, as I just explained.

All of a sudden, a thought comes to my mind. Why didn't I think of this earlier?

"Where were you going?" I asked Oscar over the phone.

"What?"

"You were going somewhere, before this accident, where?"

"We were going to Stockholm since that's the next stop of the tour."

At least he still has his memory. It was only one day left until we were supposed to finally meet. But now this accident has taken place, and nothing is the way it should be.

"And where were you last night?"

Even though I already know where he was, I want to distract him as much as I can while Omar talks to the police.

"In Berlin."

I already know every stop on this tour since I would do everthing to just see him, and even if the tickets would be sold out in Stockholm I would buy tickets to any other place. It wouldn't matter where he would go, because I would do anything to see him. There would always be a way, you know.

Suddenly Omar walks into my room again, with the phone pressed to his ear, I guess he is either calling the police or he is already speaking to them.

I give him a wondering glance since I'm waiting for the information he's going to give me.

At the same time I'm thinking of the wonderful guy on the other side of my phone.

"Felix?"

"Yes?"

"What will happen next?"

I'm thinking of his words for a while and even though I don't understand to 100% I answer him. The only thing I have to think about right now, is to be there for him. And most importantly not leave him.

"That's a good question. But I'm sure everything will be fine, Oscar. And I'm here for you."

"Thank you." He says, breathing heavily which makes me quite nervous.

"Oscar?"

This time it's his turn to answer.

"Yeah?"

"I want you to close your eyes and think of something you really like."

He doesn't question what I just said, hopefully he is just following my instructions.

"Think about how this special thing makes you happy."

"Think about how thankful you are for having that special, special thing."

He doesn't answer, I can still hear him breathing through my phone but this time it feels as if he is calmer than before which makes me a bit more relieved.

It's sick thinking of how things change, but probably there will only be positive situations ahead of us from now on.

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wow, this chapter actually got pretty long, and I hope you enjoyed it even though there's a whole lot of words in it *accidentally falls asleep*

and also, I didn't really read through all of this so I apologize for any error haha