MY BIGGEST IDOL

Chapter 7

felixsandman: there are so many people in this world who just wants fame, and then there's you

oscarenestad: you want to know a story aka the story about the "fame"?

felixsandman: sure :D

oscarenestad: well, the reason I started to make covers and put them up on my Youtube channel was because of my parents. They didn't stop telling me how I really should go to different talent shows and since I didn't want to, I decided to record covers instead. It felt so much calmer and stuff, I mean, I didn't have to perform in front of a lot of people. At least that was my thought back then. When people discovered my channel, they spread it to others and I guess that was how my famous life started. My channel grew and grew and I couldn't even believe how all of them could spend their time on me, a normal teenage guy. Like why would they? Anyways, people started to follow my random social medias and then everything went so fast and now we're here. I think the best thing about the "fame" is that you meet a lot of new people and stuff, but I really don't like all the attention to be honest..

felixsandman: wow.. that's not what I would expect to hear but I totally understand why your parents wanted to send you to a talent show since you truly have a lot of talent!

oscarenestad: thank you so much Felix, I just couldn't go there though.. I got too much panic

felixsandman: oh, you have social anxiety?

oscarenestad: not that much anymore but back then it was worse, and I had anxiety over a lot of stuff..

felixsandman: oh.. I just need to tell you how brave you are though, that you can tell me all this and be so open about it<3

oscarenestad: I feel that reporters and stuff probably will get this information sooner or later so I just wanted you to know from me before you see rumors and stuff, I also want to be honest with you

felixsandman: That's so sweet of you, and believe me, you can trust me.

oscarenestad: That means a lot, you can trust me too ;)

oscarenestad tweeted something

"Some people are just great."

I smile widely, I like this guy so much.

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