Your company is all enjoy.
I always have.
From when we were kids just being around you was enough.
Sure as we grew old we became distant but only to find each other once more.
You promised me you'd never leave again.
You kept your promise.
I didn't.
I wish I could've but here we are.
Sat on my balcony,
Tears staining your face mixed with droplets of Icey rain.
We have three hours until I leave.
I'm sorry I didn't mean for this
It just happened so fast.
I'll miss everything.
I'll miss the short walks to the shop in our pajamas to get extra popcorn.
I'll miss the way I buried my head in the crook of your neck as we slept.
I'll miss your hand perfectly intertwining with mine.
I'll miss the way you kissed me, unashamed, when slurs were thrown at us.
I'll miss the way you made me feel like royalty.
I'll miss you.
I thought it would be you an I forever.
I thought maybe one day we'd gaze into the sunset on our honeymoon one day or drive our kids to school in our family car.
But it all had to end.
No more sweet kisses,
No more long hugs,
No more us.
But for now all I can do is hold onto you like a desperate child until I have to depart.
So let us sit here and make it feel like eternity.
Make these last hours our best.
My one true love.
