Would you be more proud of me if I was the child you always wanted?
Would you be more proud if I went to college?
Would you be more proud of me if I kept a job?
Would you be more proud of me if I dressed like you wanted?
Would you be more proud of me if I stayed how I used to be?
Would you be more proud if I no longer cried?
Would you be more proud if you didn't smell the smoke on my clothes?
If I started coming home sober?
If I was happier?
Would you love me more if I stopped being suicidal?
If you didn't see the cuts on my arm?
If you didn't hear me making myself sick?
If I hadn't driven my mother out of the house?
Would you?
