The Love Of My Life

CHAPTER 1

"Natasha Williams!!!" Screamed Olivia, immediately i snapped out of my thought. "Come on Oli u didn't have to shout my name like that, that was loud" . "I did that for own good its already 8:15am and there you are looking at Chris photograph again, please Tasha try and move on honey, he is gone and i think its high time you let him go". Oli that was what i called her and she called me Tasha "...its not as easy as you think, Chris is my life and i feel so empty. I feel like killing myself, its so difficult to move on and i miss him so much" immediately i bursted out into tears , Olivia wrapped me in her arms trying to console me "that's enough Tasha, go and have your bath and try not to think of him so much. I have to go now am already late and I also have a few patients waiting for me already", " just in case you get hungry there are left over's in the fridge from last night, take care i love you" as she pecked me on the head before leaving for work.
I arrived work at exactly 9:30 i was one of the junior staffs at Brooks Newspaper Agency. "Miss Natasha Williams , Mr Walter demands to see you in his office right now" said Jason one of the junior auditors. "Ermmh was he in a bad mood when he demanded to see me?" i asked back cause i was so scared, this was my third time coming late to work and i had received strict warnings from Mr Walter, my manager. "He actually looked mad and has been looking for some document he asked you to work on those documents are very important to Mr Walter, am totally going to loose my job today". Immediately my office phone rang and I picked it up, "Miss Williams i want you in my office this very minute, that's in case you still care about this job" said Mr Walter with a very angry tone. I got to Mr Walter office, his office was in a mess with files and documents on the table and floor. "Good Morning sir" i said in my sweetest feminine voice, "....are you just coming to work, Miss Williams?" said Mr Walter. Mr Walter was a man in his early 30's, he was handsome and had a nice body structure . He had this very arrogant and rude attitude and was also very good at hurting peoples feelings".....not really sir i came about 30 minutes ago" I replied nervously scratching the back of my ear,".. wow you actually came 30 minutes ago and you're proudly telling me Miss Williams what do you think this place is an office or a club house where you think you can come any time you want or do you think your dead fiance owns this place...i became totally speechless as he said that tears clouded my eyes but i tried my best to control it from rolling down my cheek.. Answer me he screamed. No he doesn't own this place i replied with an angry tone. Mr Walter has always had this huge hatred for Chris cause they attended the same university and Chris had always beat him at everything and Walter was really jealous especially when Chris was sent to America to work on this big contract cause he was an engineer and was very good at his job that was where he died during a road construction but the amusing part of it all was his body wasn't found just his cloths and the necklace we bought for each other on our birthday cause we shared the same birthday month and date ,so we were only able to bury his cloths as his body was not found due to the explosion that happened at the construction site........ Hope you were able to research on that project said Mr Walter still sounding angry
I wasn't able to research it, i was busy through out the weekend i replied angrily....What the hell where you busy with? You know what quickly arrange these files and document and go and work on that project this minute you will be leaving this office by 9:30pm today.....9:30? But sir......just shut up and do as i say am your boss.

I left the office around 10 pm i was really tired Olivia was still not back from work i guess she was on night duty that automatically made me home alone...immediately i made dinner and ate then my phone rang that was my mom calling, "hello honey how are u doing? said my mom hey mom am good sorry i missed your call i was at the office so i couldn't answer
Ok dear i want you to come over tomorrow your dad and i have something very important to tell you....hope its not another relationship merging cause am not ready for that i replied angrily, Natasha you need to move on you're still young ..that's the more reason i still have time am just 23 years old mom so please can we just end this conversation good night immediately i hung up
My mom has been on my case since Chris died, trying to connect me to every single guy she knows and its very annoying.
After my conversation with my mom i dozed off on the couch and my dreams were filled with images of Chris.