I'm Down But Definitely Not Out - A You Me At Six Fanfiction.

Chapter - 14 - Again.

Hazel's POV.

The next time I woke up, I sat up slowly again; freaking out and wondering where I was - until the past few days recalled through my mind, I calmed down and looked out in front of me - there was five people with concerned looks, staring at me. The worst concerned person was Josh. I smiled sweetly at him, and squeezed his hand - letting him know I'm okay. He physically relaxed and I saw the other person holding me hand again - Dan. I smiled at him as well, and squeezed his hand, he nodded and then flicked his eyes to the people behind him.
I only recognised the one person; my mother.
"Mum?" I spoke, she smiled, wiping tears from her eyes and instantly came over and hugged me. I wrapped my arms around her, letting go of Josh and Dan's hands. I groaned in pain, which my mother didn't hear me, so I decided to move. The only thing that happened cause more pain, silent tears started running down my face. I let a little scream release from my mouth - my mum instantly let go apologising, I kept shuffling around to get comfy around; which didn't work. More and more pain kept shooting through on my side, this time I just broke down. Josh looked at me sympathetically; I patted the spot next to me, knowing that he usually makes me feel better, he quickly came and sat next to me, wrapping his arm around my shoulders, I leaned into him, feeling comfier than before.
Josh started wiping away my tears as I looked at the strange man beside my mum and the girl next to him. She looked about 15, I raised my eyebrow at them; the girl noticed and spoke up.
"Hazel" she spoke, the voice sounded familiar, I knotted my eyebrows together, causing me the frown.
"It's me, Louise. Your half-long lost sister;" I nodded, knowing my voice wouldn't be able to speak, I'd probably stutter and croak, I nodded at her. Not exactly wanting to deal with this right now - I didn't have a sister, this has to be a joke. I was expecting a 'ha-ha you just got punk'd'. But nothing happened, hell I didn't even know who my damn father was, how could I believe she was my sister? I only had one sibling; a brother; Adrian. My face fell as I instantly remembered the last time I was in a load of pain was when Adrian was here. In hospital, announced he was dead. I closed my eyes, breathing slowly. I turned my head to Josh, and looked up; opening my eyes to look at his beautiful face.
"Josh..." I whispered, he nodded and me, to continue on. "I miss Adrian" I whispered again, he smiled softly at me.
"Sweet heart, I know you do, he'd be so proud of you right now, hell you're in the hospital, but you're strong. You survived the stabbing." He spoke lowly to me, I knew Dan overheard because he was stroking my arm, I turned to face him "Adrian is watching you right now, he loves you darling" Dan spoke, my mum shook her head at me, probably expecting me to be over him. I frowned at her, I haven't even seen her I bumped into Josh again.
"What" I spoke up, she starred at me. "Sweetheart, I'd like you to meet two people, Louise and your father." she spoke, I felt my eyes go wide and gasp at her. "No." I spoke firmly, Dan looked at me, "he's your father Hazel.. I bumped into Louise earlier this week, only because she's a fan of you me at six.. But he is" I saw Louise blush and laughed lightly, no wonder she was eyeing Josh and myself, "Okay.. Um hey Dad? Hey sis?" I spoke, the nodded at me.
"Hey Hazel" they both said, my supposedly father came over and took my hand,
"I'm sorry I haven't been here all these years, I get if you hate me for just stepping into your life now, and I'm sorry. You probably think I'm also a dickhead for leaving your mother, really I regret it so much. Louise is only your half sister; but don't worry, your step mother I guess, she's not a person you're going to meet. I'm back with your mother, god you look so much like her; so beautiful.." he spoke, I nodded at him, with the tears forming in my eyes.
"Hi Dad" I smiled, he seemed nice, but I'm not going to trust him fully yet. Adrian hadn't even met his own father before he died! This made me angrier, "When can I leave?" I saw Josh's eyes look sympathetic; I smiled at him.
"The doctor said next week, if you're feeling okay and healed up." Dan spoke, I nodded and just kept looking at Josh.
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A few hours later, my mum, her partner and the girl left, to go home. Dan walked out to the waiting room giving Josh and myself some privacy. I grinned at him, and leaned up to kiss his cheek.
"Damn Josh, why are you so protective of me?" I frowned at me, Josh looked nervous, he had a slight blush in his cheeks.
"Can I be honest?" he asked, I looked at him, smiling. "No lie policy Joshy" I poked my tongue out at him, as I remembered that from when we were in a relationship at school, he smirked at me, remembering that.
"You still remember that? God, it still applies now" he winked at me, I blushed slightly and laughed. "Of course I would Josh, why and how could I forget?" I smiled at him, which when I realized what I said - my cheeks were even more red.
"Anyway - as I was saying. I nagged the doctor, he said you can leave in two days, but I have to look after you - with Beau and make sure you have enough rest and have your medication..." he trailed off, staring at my face. I smiled and nodded at him. "Sounds like a plan!" I grinned, he laughed at me, leaning towards my face.
I froze, what was Josh doing? Surely after all these years he wasn't still in love with me, like I was with him - first loves hurt. I looked at him, where his face was inches away from mine, until the door opened, revealing Shelby, who was dragging Dan inside. I mentally groaned and got angry at her, our heads snapped that way - I quickly glanced at Josh seeing he had a sad look in his face.
Shelby and Dan were speaking of funny moments of them being on tour, I smiled at them, man I wished I had hung around, their tour moments were the best. Shelby and Dan soonly stopped as Dan was sitting down with Shelby sitting on his lap - he had his arms wrapped around her; with his head leaning on her shoulder. She swung around, wrapping her arms around his neck, those two were adorable; She kissed him briefly, because I saw Dan's eyes flicker to me, I nodded allowing them to have a moment. I'd kill to have a relationship or something to what they have, I hadn't been with anyone since Josh. I didn't believe in love - plus it was hard to trust people since Josh left me for another girl.