Dear Journal,
-She ignores me often
-She fakes a laugh at my jokes
-She forgets about me
-She likes someone else
-She lies about how she feels as my friend
So then,
Why do I still care?
I am too clingy
I'm too shy
I'm too weird
I don't talk enough
I have an ugly face
My friends are fake
I don't enjoy my life
So then,
Why does she act nice to me?
Things people have said:
Gross
Homo
Nasty hair
Too much acne
Stupid
Annoying
Too thin
Not thin enough
Ugly
Opinionated
Lesbian freak
Prude
Fat
Weak
Nerd
Ginger
Bitch
Not good enough
Fag
Idiot
Weirdo
Die already
You can do better
Just smile, you'll get over it
No one cares
Loser
Cunt
Kill yourself
You're choosing to be this way
Go away
No one likes you
Selfish
Why?
I HAVE TO LIVE FOR HER
But
she
doesn't
love
you
KILL ME
...please...
-Karu
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What I Am
RandomThis is a journal following the start of my mental problems and the difficulties I've faced. This is a completed story. The layout is a journal, events that have happened in my life. I will try to explain them as close as possible, but I don't have...
