Dear Journal,
There's been a LOT of terror attacks that I haven't written down, so much that it would take me a few hours to explain them all. I'm currently "dating" Tim, though since I'm aro (aromantic) I wouldn't call it dating. We've been together since May 27th. I've gotten through my depression and anxiety thanks to Mei but I still have some PTSD about the game Truth or Dare and sexual intercourse/lust due to my 100% fucked up childhood. My art has improved, but not by much. Mei is writing this really interesting series called The Nebula Series and I'm one of the illustrators! I gave her some ideas on names too. She also writes really good creepypastas to which I gave her two ideas for. Trump and Hillary are the nominees just as predicted, and now Trump is hated worldwide. Seriously, he's become a major shithead. I'm really excited to be going to camp soon, and I feel like God is really calling me this year. It's currently 9:51 pm, so I should be going to bed. Goodnight, and goodbye till I next write.
-Karu out
P.S.
Mei, thanks SO MUCH for inspiring me to get over my depression. Without you, I wouldn't be here today.
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There's a lot of stuff in this one for me to cover. About Tim, well....things happened and he's an asshole now. We "broke up" about a day after I wrote this even. I never loved him. He forced me into dating him and I was so scared. I eventually got the courage to "break up" and as I thought, he reacted violently. I'm not going to say exactly what happened, but a metal baseball bat was involved. This was also when I started to become bisexual and he was suspicious since he HATES LGBT.
TL;DR
13-year-olds should NOT date and are WAY too young to be dating.
Anyways, Todes (Mei) threw the illustrator idea out the window. I provide some ideas for her here and there, but other than that, Nebula is very much her individual project. The Truth or Dare thing is a LONG story, and I'm not going to tell it because I don't have to.
And no, I didn't get rid of my depression like I thought I did.
Basically, it came back and said, "SURPRISE MOTHERF**KER"
I still have to deal with it today.
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What I Am
DiversosThis is a journal following the start of my mental problems and the difficulties I've faced. This is a completed story. The layout is a journal, events that have happened in my life. I will try to explain them as close as possible, but I don't have...
