Dear Journal,
I've made the fateful decision that I don't or rather can't, love Katelyn. It'll never work for me. She's slowly becoming like the rest as well. I don't think there's anyone I can trust. I'm sure we'll still remain friends, but at this rate, I'll be dead before I graduate high school. They say only 1 in 10 suicides work. Well, I'll be that 1%. I've always been 1%. Whether it be intelligence or personality.
Don't fall in love, ever
it hurts.
-Karu
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We're finally pretty much all caught up on the entries now. Ever since I decided that I don't love her anymore, it feels like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I was always worried about what she thought about me, and now I couldn't care less. She's the straightest person I've ever met, which can be annoying since she always rants about guys all the time. She's in a boy-crazy stage of her life. About the 1% thing, I'm an INFJ which is the rarest personality in the world at 1%. As such, most people really hate me for the way I act because I'm very difficult to understand. I've actually had numerous people tell me to my face that they hate me. I'm also intelligent, but there are some people in my class that are smarter. I don't really care about math like I used to. In fact, I don't really care about anything anymore. Stupid depression.
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What I Am
DiversosThis is a journal following the start of my mental problems and the difficulties I've faced. This is a completed story. The layout is a journal, events that have happened in my life. I will try to explain them as close as possible, but I don't have...
