Dear Journal,
I don't even know what to say. May is mad at El so she lashed out at me which is the last thing is need today. Today is worse. I'm starving but when I eat I feel like throwing up. I also feel really sad today, after watching one of Mark's videos. It was about a topic I relate to completely. The worst thing is, I have no one to vent to which has all my emotions pent up inside. I feel like I'm going to explode. My body aches all over, but it's the worst near my shoulders and stomach area. Perhaps I'm sick, and my head is getting messed up because of that. Whatever. I can't be self-centered, that's mean and rude. Though, I just wish May would talk to me. I need to talk to someone, and besides her, there's no one who would understand. I realize she's mad at me, but I really don't know what to do.
-Karu out
P.S.
They never left, did they....
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This is where we begin a very dark time. Around the beginning of the school year here, my mom was diagnosed with Melanoma, a serious type of skin cancer. I'm happy to announce now that she's cancer free. I had just watched the video of Mark playing That Dragon, Cancer, and I broke down crying. There were a lot of nights that I'd exhaust myself and fall asleep crying. Todes became more irritable during this time because she began losing friends of hers and developed phobias to certain things.
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What I Am
AléatoireThis is a journal following the start of my mental problems and the difficulties I've faced. This is a completed story. The layout is a journal, events that have happened in my life. I will try to explain them as close as possible, but I don't have...
