Dear Journal,
We went out to eat tonight, but other than that today was relatively boring. The cat decided not to hate me anymore. Apparently, we're going to Colorado this year and I have an opportunity to go to D.C. next year. Don't know if I'll be able to go though. Nothing new in politics, only Trump apologizing for being an idiot. I bet everything that the two candidates, in the end, are going to be Ted the rep' and Hillary the 'crat. My social life is the same. Mei is gone, Sophia doesn't believe that she's gone though. What I mean by gone is that we're not buds. She left me for her city friends. Fine. So be it. My life is so fucked up. It's only a matter of time before they find out about my real problems. Then where will I be? Long dead.
-Karu out
P.S.
There's no hope for me. I'm pretty sure I have depression because my friend Mei is contemplating suicide. Why me? God, I'm not strong enough. Choose someone else. Please.
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WELL, THAT GOT DARK REALLY QUICKLY. Starting from here on out is when we start getting into my REALLY depressed stage. Fair warning, things get dark pretty fast. On the D.C. thing, I'm excited to go since it's this June, but I'm scared because of the nuclear threats from NK. It'll be the first place they hit if they follow through on their words.
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What I Am
RandomThis is a journal following the start of my mental problems and the difficulties I've faced. This is a completed story. The layout is a journal, events that have happened in my life. I will try to explain them as close as possible, but I don't have...
