August 8th [h.s]

Chapter 40

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Elena

   It was nothing like how it was in the movies. No fog or white room for me to go in to decide whether or not I was going to let go or fight for my life. I couldn't hear Harry's pleads anymore, all I saw was black and I couldn't hear anything.

  There was no one here to help me, I was on my own. I couldn't help but wonder what was happening, if it was all over or if I was at a hospital. Anthony was my only reason at the moment and I am not even sure if he was even there. What if they were bluffing?

   There was one other person worth fighting for but everything was complicated. I tried to open my eyes, I did.

   But nothing.

I, Elena Reyes was close to giving up all together. Maybe it was meant to happen. All of this. Everything with Harry, Levi, Damon, Hayden and Rose. The list goes on forever, it was false hope from the start and everybody was now realizing it. Scott was here for some odd reason, Hayden betrayed everybody, Lydia appeared out of nowhere and Rose is still trying to get at Harry.

Harry.

  His name alone makes me feel different. How can one simply be so intoxicating. Yet, so down to earth but an ass. One minute he is an Angel and the next pure Evil.

Levi.

   I don't know what to think of him anymore. He lied and he played me–All of us. He lost my trust and most of my respect, I still respect him because he is very loyal, when he feels like making good decisions.

Damon.

    Charming. He is very seductive and flirtatious. He does confuse me at times though, with what he wants and you know what I do feel something for him, I just can't tell you how much is there, I have no idea if it is a lot or if it is just because he is sweet and caring.

Rose.

      Although she helped us, her name makes my skin crawl. She is the definition of an Evil Bitch. She is manipulative and psychotic, has to be on top at all times. And not to mention she is the biggest whore you will ever meet.

Hayden.

      I don't know what to think about her. I feel betrayed and disgusted by her and in the end she still means a lot to me. Although, it doesn't make sense, how she fell for Zayn, whether she admits it or not she did. How she managed to lie for years. How she could be so, cruel.

And then there is the one person who changed my life forever, who made everything hell for me.

Johnny.

       He makes me sick to my stomach. I don't know why I was so attracted to him in the first place. He ruined me, he ruined everything because of him I can't even walk outside without someone trying to kill me. I can say I didn't live him, I was in live with the idea of love, even if I told him I loved him, I didn't mean it.

  I was confused. About this whole 'dying' thing. Suddenly I heard a noise. A voice, maybe, and something beeping. I was in a hospital.

  "It's Harry, the doctor said that you might be able to hear me so, I thought I would give it a try." The boy Harry paused.

  Suddenly, I forgot why I was here, and who was talking to me, and I could hear other voices upon his.

I slowly but forcefully opened my eyes. "Elena?" I looked up, my eyes meeting icy green ones.

"Oh my god, I was so worried. I thought I had lost you–We had lost." He said. We? Who was this 'we' he was talking about? "Elena? You feeling okay?" A voice asked from beside me. I looked at him, just staring before nodding my head slightly.

The door opened and people began to file in, "We threatened the doctor so he would let us all in here." The green eyed boy said with a smirk.

"And you're proud of that?" I choked out. My voice was a bit deep, my throat was dry and my lips were crisped and dry. The light was really hurting my eyes.

"Well you of all people should know that I will do anything for the people I care about, especially family." He said, I was his family?

"How can you be so cruel?" I hissed out, well it didn't sound like it do to the fact my voice wasn't the same.

  "Elena, you know me. Why are you acting as if I am a complete stranger to you?" He asked.

"Johnny." I whispered looking around for him. "Don't worry about him, he's gone." The buy said and I gasped. All of these people kept giving me weird looks.

  "Gone?" I whispered, a tear slipping from my eye. The guys face began to show panic.

"Elena, why are you crying?" He asked. "You wanted him dead, we just fulfilled your wish." He continued.

  I shook my head vigorously, "No, no, no I didn't why would I want him dead, I love him." I said and the boys eyes widened, he looked scared.

  "Elena, you fucking hate him. Stop fucking around and saying all this bullshit." He said and started posing around the room. I looked around at all the people in the room and none of them really stuck. I looked back at the joy who was looking very confused and worried.

  "Hey." I whispered and his eyes shot over to me. He smiled, what a beautiful smile.

  "Who are you?"

A/N:

Sorry it took me so long to update, I had a lot going in this week and I was sick throwing up.

  But I updated today yay !

There is only a few more chapters left and I am debating if I should just add the sequel in and continue the story like that or just do the sequel separate.

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