August 8th [h.s]

August 8th (Ch.41)

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The boy looked as though he was going crazy. He had tears in his eyes and I felt a bit guilty knowing I was the cause of them. "This is a joke." He muttered running his hands through his hair.

"I'm sorry." I whispered and he looked at me.

"For what?" He asked, his voice cracking. I shrugged, "Not loving you." I answered and he laughed.

"I never asked you to love me Elena, I never asked you to ruin my life, I never asked you to make me question everything I have done, I never asked you to make me feel, I never asked you to do anything." He cried out.

He walked up to me and sat down on the chair beside the bed, he dropped his head in his hands. He looked up at me with a puffy red face, "All I'm asking is for you to remember me," His voice cracked and everything was silent as he cried. "Please, just come back to me." He whispered through his tears.

"I'm sorry, I can't I don't know who you are, I don't remember meeting you or ruining your life I don't remember us." I said.

He stood up and stood still for second before he screamed, "Dammit!" He kicked the chair and it rammed into the wall.

"Harry," A girl walked up to him but he flinched away. "Don't touch me." He growled.

Harry laid his head on the wall before pulling back and his fist connected with the wall creating a dent. "Harry, stop." A guy tried to control him but Harry pushed him back. "I said not to fucking touch me!" He screamed in frustration as more tears came.

"This is all. my fucking fault, I should have looked after her, and Johnny, that fucking bastard took her from me." He cried.

Harry went furious and started throwing everything, pushing people out of his way. "Harry you're scaring her." A guy nearly yelled. Harry looked at him.

"You. This is your fault too, if you would have just come clean about this whole damn thing she would have been safe and she wouldn't have been in that house shot, by her best friend if you have just told us." He yelled, Harry pushed the gut back with every word he said.

A guy walked up behind Harry and put his arms around his to hold him from hitting anyone. "Harry, listen to me, do you really want Elena to be scared of you. She doesn't remember you and you going all ape shit isn't helping." A girl with ten skin and black curly hair told him and he dropped his head on her shoulder.

"I need her, I need. her to come back to me." He whispered to the girl. She wrapped her arms around his shoulders.

"We all do Harry but for the time being we need to give her the space she needs and try not to scare her." Harry shook his head.

"She needs to come home with me, she needs to remember and her coming home will help her remember." He said and the girl shook her head.

"She wants Johnny, Harry do you think she will just go home with you?" She asked.

•Harry•

she didn't want Johnny, she couldn't want Johnny. She wanted me she had to.

"No, Lily she doesn't, Johnny is dead, I killed him so she can't have Johnny, can she?" I hissed wiping my tears.

"What?" I heard Elena whisper and I looked over to her. "You killed my boyfriend?" She asked with angry eyes.

"He wasn't your boyfriend Kitten, you hated him because he raped you and got you pregnant and all the other countless shit he did." I explained turning away from you.

"You bastard, how could you kill someone and not feel any sort of guilt?" Elena said.

"What do you know? Huh, because if I'm not mistaken you lost your memory." I growled and she flinched back.

"Harry!" Damon hissed at me, he walked over to me. "Harry you are going to ruin any chance of her remembering you if you keep being a dick to her, cut it out." He said and walked out of her room.

Just then the doctor came in, "I'm sorry we can't have this many people in here at once, and visiting hours are over." She. said.

Everybody filed out, I looked over at Elena and exhaled deeply.

It was all over, there was no way of bringing her back. All the moments we shared.

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"Would you stop being so damn stubborn, it's fucking annoying." He spat and I rolled my eyes.

"I'll stop being stubborn when you cancel this date." I muttered.

"Not a chance." He smirked and grabbed my hand. "Then I guess I won't stop being stubborn." I sung.

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"I know you want me, Elena." I whispered huskily in her ear. I felt her shiver and I smirked at the effect I have on her.

"I don't know what you're talking about." She said playing dumb as she lifted her head up to look at me. "If you really didn't want me, you'd be able to resist me." I said and she shrugged. "Okay, what does that mean?" She asked. "It means you wouldn't be fazed if I did this." I spoke quietly while bringing my lips down to her neck and peppering her with kisses. "You're right I'm not." She said a bit of confidence in her voice. "What about this?" I began nipping at her sweet spots, I could practically feel her choke back a moan. "Nothing." She whispered shaking a bit. "Give up baby." I spoke quietly but she shook her head. "I won't." She replied.

"I beg to differ." I slowly got up holding onto her and turned around, I dropped her on the bed making her let out a little giggle. I hovered over her dipping my head down so my lips met hers. She didn't kiss me back, "Kiss me." I mumbled against her lips. "No, I'm trying to resist you, remember?" She said in a "duh" tone.

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I sat in the back with Elena on my lap. I took off my belt and tied it above her cut to stop the bleeding. I took off my shirt and held it to her wound and applied pressure. "You're going to be okay Elena, you're going to be okay." I whispered.

"Promise?" She whispered.

"Promise."

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Everything we had and everything we have been through, all gone.

We stared at each other as I remembered all of our times together, hoping she would magically remember too.

With one final glance at Elena I turned my back and walked out of the room. I was secretly hoping that maybe she would tell my name and I would come back to hear that she remembered me.

With my luck of finding happiness and someone who cares for me.

She didn't.

And in that moment I wondered if this was really the end of our journey. I walked down the hallway and to the elevator and never turned back. Not giving her a second glance.

It was all over.

A/N:

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