I'm so sorry you know ? I wasn't really serious with my words, I was just me, so not serious. I'm sorry, please, don't worry for me. Like you already said : I'm just a teenager who don't know how to act normal.
I'm not depressed (I guess), I'm not alone (I know), I'm just to young for understand (I hate this).
I love the way you talk to me, the way you believe in me, please don't change anything. I'm scared to loose you, you know... But it's like that, I can't do anything to change that. This make me certainly more depressed than what I wrote in this shitty test.
Fuck.
(Please. I'm praying for your understanding, don't believe what I said. I need help, really, I'm crying, I'm screaming, I'm breathing for help ! I feel so bad, so stupid ! Please... I'm not weak, just so fucking lost.)
