SEHUN-AH ; bbh+osh [editing]

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that was weird and intense.

sighing, baekhyun threw his phone back on his bed and continued playing his game. he wasn't sure what was going on with chanyeol at the moment, sometimes he acted like, then he's acting dark and intimidating. either he's got a personality disorder or he's had too much to drink.

"what was that all about?"

jongdae, his other best friend besides chanyeol, walked out of the ensuite he shared with minseok a towel around his waist.

"he sounded pretty upset, is he ok?" jongdae sighed, shaking his head as he walked over to baekhyun, "I knew him leaving would be a bad idea."

"jesus jongdae, calm down. your love for my ex boyfriend is trying to get out." jongdae blushes lightly but covered it up quickly.

"whatever, how is he?"

all baekhyun did was smile, he was just teasing his best friend. he found it cute how much he loved him. like a school girl and her first crush.

jongdae stopped watching baekhyun play whatever computer game it was that he was playing and walked over to the closet. "he's really messed in the head lately, one thing that stuck out. he thinks he's asexual. but who knows if that's true I mean-"

"asexual?"

jongdae stepped out of the closet, a t-shirt and jeans now on. "uh, yeah?" "it wouldn't be weird if I went to see him right?"

baekhyun pauses his game and turns to his best friend, giving him one of his serious looks.

"he's not in a good place. jongdae...I don't know if it's a good idea." "I won't try anything I promise, I just...I'm worried and if he needs comfort i'll be right there comforting him you know I will. but I won't do anything, I swear." baekhyun looks at the begging jongdae from the corner of his eyes.

letting out a loud sigh, "fine, I guess if you promise. besides, now that you know he's asexual doesn't that change things?" jongdae gulped nervously, "well.."

"what is it jongdae?" "I think, I think that maybe, I'm asexual. Maybe! I mean I don't know..."

baekhyun smiled softly towards his friend, standing up to give him a warm hug.

"go get him." jongdae smiles and nods, rushing out of the bedroom again.

-♡-

a sharp knock on the door broke chanyeol from his stare at the computer screen.

straight after his call with baekhyun he went back into research mode. finding a series of websites for medical help, support groups, videos explain exactly what asexuality is.

the poor boy had gone crazy at the mere thought of the word asexual, he'd read it so many times.

but he had come to a conclusion.

he was asexual.

it confused him slightly as to what that entailed but he was moving on to accepting it now.

moving forward was the only way he could recover from...everything.

pushing himself out of his almost broken computer chair, he trudged to the door, opening it to reveal jongdae whom was holding out a bag for chanyeol to take.

taking it out of his hands and letting the boy in he shut the door once again.

"why are you here?" "I brought you soup, I assumed you hadn't ate anything in a while so I can heat it up for you."

silence falled on the room, chanyeol was watching the other boy carefully. still confused as to why he was here.

"no I'll do that, is that all you came here for?" nonetheless, jongdae took the bag from his hands and proceeded to take the soup out to heat it up for him.