Being paul's daughter

Chapter 9

~An Emotional Rollercoaster~

my dad has security ready and instructs me on what to do. i follow his orders and get beside Harry. thats my buddy partner. i stand close to him for protection, for him not me, as we walk out of the hotel. the screams hightin to an unbelievable octive and i push Harry toward the van, and thats when it hit.

A cold substances oozed from the top of my hand. The boys were almost in the Van but now everything was silent and the boys were looking at me. I reached to the top of my head and grabbed what I felt off the top. It crunched as I put it I my hand and brought it down to my sight vision. An egg.

I immediately am growing with anger. My eyes travel through the crowd as I search for the egger and then my eyes land on her with a gray carton.

"O god get her!" My dad yells but before he can get every word out of his mouth I've already thrown the broken egg to the ground and have pounced at the girl.

My heart rate excelrates to a speed it's never gone before with any other fight. I am steaming. I have barely grabbed onto the girl when a pair of arms go around my waist. I kick and claw thrashing around in the persons's arms.

The crowd goes into a huge uproar screaming now and I'm being practically thrown into the Van and am joined by Harry. He must have been the one to pick me up. The door slams shut and my dad got into the passengers seat. I grab the little fragments of the egg and thrown them onto the floor of the Van not caring if it stained.

"What were you thinking Elle?" My dad says once we are out of the crowds and on the road.

"What was I thinking, what was I think!" I scream not being able to control my anger. I'm the victim!! "I was the one that had an egg smashed into my head!! And what was I thinking!"

"Yes what were you thinking!! You let your anger get in the way of protecting what matters!" He says. He doesn't scream but his voice raised and Octave and has that controlling sound to.

"So I don't matter now!! Is that what your saying?" I scream.

"I didn't say that! You made a commitment to protecting these boys and your going to keep it." He says raising his voice another octave.

"Ha! That's funny because if I remember correctly you made the decision for me! You made me come here! I didn't want to! I don't even have to do what you want! I'm 18! I can do what I want!" I scream at him. He is so aggravating, I wish I could say I hate him but he's all I have so why I'm treating him like this still hasn't clicked.

"Then why didn't you? Why didn't you just stay home if you can do whatever you want?!?" He asks screaming . I'm about to scream back when I think, why did I come here? If I had the choice why did I come? I don't even know. "Huh! I'm waiting!" I stay silent unable to answer. He turn back around and mumbles something under his breath.

"What did you say!" I yell at him demanding to know what he said.

"Nothing." He says.

"What did you say!?" I scream.

"That's why Cassie died! Your why Cassie died!! She probably could have held on but she just wanted to get away from you like your mom and now I can see why!!" He screams panting when he's done. I fall silent my face expressionless. I'm paralyzed unable to move. His harsh words have slapped me in the face then pulled my heart out and crushed it right in front of me.

The whole van is silent and I know everyone's eyes are on me but my eyes are only on my dad. I keep looking at him hoping that he'll morf into himself and I'll have just imagined it but he never changes I never see the little swivel things telling me I'm coming out of a day dream those things never happen and I realize that it's not a dream but reality.