Being paul's daughter

Chapter 22

~telling~

The days go slowly by. 17 concerts to 10 to 6 to tonight being the 5th. Tonight was the night. For real. We are going to tell him.

I am scared so much but I want let it show. I'm strong and will always be no matter what.

"Harry! come on you have to get into place." I say pushing him to his spot. "Good luck tonight." I say.

"Good luck to you too." he says. He must know about us telling him dad. I nod and put him in place. I walk back hearing the music begin. I no longer sit at the bottom of the stage. I just prefer not to and like to stay back behind the stage.

I have so much on my shoulders and I need to let it off. My feet move on there on going in the direction if Lou. I find her easily and tap on the door.

"Hey can I talk to you?" I ask.

"Of course." She says smiling. "Take a seat." "What's up."

"I just need somebody to talk to and it don't have really anybody here." I say and she nods. "Well see... um louis and I are dating and we are going to tell my dad tonight and I'm scared that he's not going to approve. I mean I can actually do anything I want to do but I want him to except us. I need him." I say spilling my guts out.

"Well first of all it's so obvious that louis and you are dating. Paul's an idiot for not seeing the love that you too share. Sometimes I swear he is blind to things like this. But if it's so important to have his approval then you probably need to tell him. If he says no then your either going to have to convince him or say goodbye to one of them." She says. I know she is telling the truth. If I don't convince my dad I will lose one of them in the end and that sucks. Oh poo.

"Thanks Lou. it's nice to have someone to talk to."

I say getting up from the chair.

"Anytime honey. I'm like you r mother on the road.'' She says and pulls me in for a hug. I hug her back feeling the comfort of her touch.

I say I quick goodbye before walking out and going back to the boys dressing room. They have another show her tomorrow because of demand so they will just come back in her after the show instead of getting on the bus. It seems all to soon when I hear them talking in the hallway coming back to the dressing room.

Right after the show. That's what we said and it's right after the show. Is time. I really do feel sick as they walk through the door and take a seat all except louis who stands in the door frame. I get up walking to Him and he pulls me into a hug that I need so much. They boys silence as they watch the little encounter. I guess they all know what's about to happen as louis places his hand on the small of my back pushing me away as they say good lucks.

My hands are sweaty and I really do feel sick but in the end I hope everything will turn out ok. It's got to. That's how it happens in the books and movies. It's all going to be ok. Everything will be ok.

The speech I have prepared for my dad is running through my head over and over and over again. We find him in a matter of seconds. My heart is accelerating and I can barely breath.

"Dad." I squeak out. "can we talk to you." I say a little bit more confidences in my voice.

He looks between louis and I before nodding. I lead the way to any empty room before locking the door and taking a seat.

"I I- I mean we have som- something to tell you." Gosh! In stuttering up a storm.

"Ok." he says crossing his arms over his chest.

"Um- Louis and I are um... we are um... Dating." I say. If he has any emotion running through him I can't tell.

"For how long?" he ask. His jaw is clenched his hands in fist.

"A few months." I say honestly. silence takes over and it's a few moments before he responds.

"No." his words cut through the silence.

"What." I ask.

"No." He says. "I forbid it."

The speech that I prepared Is gone and my thoughts are clouded. The one thing that pulls me out of it is when he gets up to leave.

I spring out of my seat all my thoughts and motions jumbling together. I grab his arm and turn him around to me.

"You remember it right?" I say. What am I saying? this isn't part of my speech.

He looks at me weird before words start flying out of my mouth. "Your remember the quotes I told you when I was eleven about love and having a soul mate and shit. Well I didn't believe that stuff happened. I didn't believe it was true. Especially after what mom did. I thought that I was some made up thing parents put into kids minds to make them think they had something to look forward to but it's not. It's real. And I have it ... with louis. I'm in love with him dad."

"In love, please you know nothing about love." He says.

"And you do? huh. tell me what you know about love. You have never loved somebody and then seen them die before your eyes." I say referring to Cassie. "You've never loved a parent so much but for them to always be out with other kids your age. You've never loved a person so much that you would fight everyday for the rest of there lives for them. Love is a very precious thing to me and I don't just go throwing it around." I yell at him. He seems baffled for a moment before returning to a hard face and walking out he door.

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