Being paul's daughter

Chapter 26

~rain~

"Im not really sure how to start this but I really like Louis"i say. " a lot."

He's body stiffens at the statement. "You promised you'd stay and hear me out." I remind him.

"Ok."he says.

"So I like Louis a lot and I really want your approval on this." I start.

"I don't want you dating him." he interrupts.

"But dad you don't understand how important he is to me. If this was just some fling do you think I would be working so hard to get your approval? I wouldn't have cared that you said no If it was." I reason.

"Ella, I know how much you like him and i understand you want to be with him but i just don't want you dating somebody like him." He says.

"What do you mean by someone like him?" I ask raising my voice. Keep calm Ella. Keep calm. "Someone that makes me happy?" I speak a little more composed. "Someone who would do anything for me?"

"Someone famous Ella." He sighs running his hands through his hair.

"Famous?" I ask in utter disbelief. "Really? Do you hear yourself talking?"

"Yes Ella I do." He says running his hands down his face. "I just don't want you to be apart of that life style."

"Take a look around dad!" I scream losing my temper. "I'm already in it and I was brought in it by you."

"It will get different." He says. "I just don't see what he can do that someone who is not famous can't do."

"Do you remember jase?" I ask. "The supper crazy ex of mine? Well he came back about a day or two after I met the boys. He found me somehow. He choked me and tried to kill me. If it wasn't for the boys I'd be dead right now. We told the cops to keep it on the down low and luckily they did. I had nightmares after that, vivid ones and you know who was the one that chased those bad dreams away?" I ask.

"I'm really hoping your going to say Santa clause." He says.

"No not fucking Santa clause, Louis. Louis was and that's what he can do that a not famous person can't." I say. "It's not your choice who I date but i just Need your approval." I whisper out.

"And I wish that i could give it to you." He mutters.

"God damnit! Why can't you? What are you so scared of?!" I yell. "My mind is going in circles here dad! If you wish you could than why can't you just- just give me your damned approval!"

"I don't want you getting hurt!" He screams.

"That's the thing dad." I say lowering my voice. "You nor I get to choose if I get hurt in this world but I do get to say in who hurts me and I like my choices." I say.

I can tell he is shocked from what I have said. It's all over his face. I'm normally terrible at reading people based off of body language but I can see some part of him realizing something. He eyes have this soft change about them and his hands are no longer clenched and i can't see that blood vain on his forehead.

"I'm sorry Ella." He says and like I said I'm terrible at reading people. He gets up from the wall the was propped up on and walks away. I don't stop him though. I don't scream at him and tell him he is breaking his promise. I just stand their watching the dark grey clouds that seem to mirror my mood role in fast.

Soon though a big clap of thunder sounds and a feel a drop on my cheek, then my shoulder, then on the top of my head.

Soon enough rain starts to drizzle down from the sky.

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The rain has soon drenched me but I don't move. I stand their letting the rain drops drip from my nose, my chin, and the tips of my hair. Maybe this will wash away all of my sorrows. I step out into a more open area and let the rain hit my skin.

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I listen to the steady Rhythm of the rain closing my eyes as I do so and just like I am a kid again I open my arms like I'm an angel and twirl around. My clothes cling to me like a second skin but the rain just keeps coming and coming and I just keep spinning and spinning.

Soon though I'm not spinning and not because of my own choice but because of someone else lips on mine hands on my waist and my arms around their neck. I don't open my eyes for I know these lips.

The lips that taste like honey dew and send my body into a momentary shock. I know this touch that leaves fire on my skin even after it's gone. I know this all to familiar motions and I let myself fall back into the sting arms awaiting me leaning into his touch.

The water from the rain and my clothes has soaked his as well. The rain drops run our faces mixing with the kiss and it's seems like I'm in heaven. My own personal heaven.

But of course my heaven comes to an end all to soon when he pulls back.

It's louis.

Not that I already didn't know that but it's nice to say it.

My heavy breathing is mixed with his and our hands are joined down my our sides. I like my hands back in his.

"Hi." I whisper out the rain causing my voice to come out Extra small even when my head his propped against his forehead.

"Hey." He says and I cant help but mirror his smile as I see it come out on his face."A few days ago you asked me if I would fight for you," he yells over the rain.

"And do you have an answer?" I ask yelling.

"Yes." He says and I barely hear him. "I would fight everyday for the rest of my life for you, ever day for the rest of my existence. I love you Ella Gwen Higgins and nobody will every change that." He raises his voice not screaming but enough to be audible. I don't think its possible but my smile gets bigger as I bring my lips down to his and give him a sweat peak.

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