Being paul's daughter

Chapter 24

~Pathetic~

"Help! can anybody hear me? help somebody!" I screamed but my voice gets lost in the wind. My hair is whipping across my face and I'm constantly having to push it out so I can see. "Please." my voice comes out quiet and mangled. I single tear slips out of my eye and I live it there.

What am I running from? more like who am I running from? my body is shaking and I look down at my clothes. My shirt is torn down the middle reveling my bra and my shorts are torn on the side.

My arms and legs are cover in purple yellowish bruised and in some places I'm even cut. What has happened to me?

"El," a sickly voice mocks. "Why are you running from me baby?"

I don't speak because I one who is coming. I turn around to run only to face a brick wall. I look around for some place to hide to find nothing. I'm forced to just stand there waiting for him to find me.

"Come on baby." he voice fills my ears. "I just want to have some fun."

I can't find my voice to say anything and then he appears. It seems like out of nowhere. He steps through the dense fog and the street light catches his face and before me stands a drunken Jase.

He walks up to me slowly and I'm shivering In My clothes or the little bit of clothes I still have left on.

"There you are. sweetheart I told you not to run from me. I'm going to have to punish you now." He says as he approaches me. He finger traces along the bare skin of my arm from where my shirt is torn.

"No." I speak finally regaining my voice.

"What was that?" he ask his eyebrows raised and looking at me with testing eyes.

"N- no." I stutter out loading my confidence in a mere matter of seconds.

"Mhh. this just want do." he says. He silent for a moment. I can see his tongue pressing against the side of his mouth debating on what he is going to do.

My cheek stings. Where I am? I look up and Jase is over me and I'm on the cold grown. He hit me. he slapped me. The pain is rushing in now at the prickly feeling in my cheek. It's all to familiar.

"I thought I told you not to say no to me a long time ago." he leans down and whispers in my ear before standing back up a leaning against the wall.

"Your pathetic you know," he says. "Thinking that boy love you. he never loved you. he was using you. just like everyone else because your not something anybody wants to keep around. That's why he ran the 1st chance he got and you thought it was love." he says.

"It was! he loved me. your lying!" I scream at him with the little bit of voice I have left.

"Oh really?" he says shaking his head. "than where is he now?" he ask looking around. "I don't see him anywhere."

I prop myself up the wall trying to get up looking around for Louis but Jase is right. He is nowhere to be seen. He's right. I'm pathetic.

"I'm the only one that every treated you good." he says and I feel fist connect with my stomach and I double over. "I'm the only one that hasn't left you." he says through clenched teeth kicking my shin and making me fall to the ground. "And this is what I get in return. You loving someone else. And refusing me! me! Ella you should know better than that."

"I'm sorry." I say. It's the only thing that comes to my mind. "Please just leave me alone."

"Oh please, I'm not done with you yet." He says grabbing me by my hair and pulling me up off the ground and slamming me into the brick wall. I sharp pain shoots through the back of my head before Jase grabs my throat and pushes his lips into mine.

I try to fight but I'm weak and he is stronger than me and he won't feel the slightest thing in his drunken state. He pulls back before looking me dead in the eyes.

"Your a useless girl. Your so pathetic and naïve nobody but me wants you. Get used to it. Your trash. Your used and nobody wants that." he tells me before he starts to move his hands to my body ripping off my clothes.

"No!! stop! leave me alone!" I scream at him. But he doesn't. "Don't touch me!! leave me alone!"

He moves his hands to my throat before shaking me.

"El!" he screams.

"El!" He shakes my shoulders. "El, wake up. Come on wake up El." a familiar voice says. I open my eyes and push the person back backing away from whoever it is.

"Don't touch me! get off of me!" I scream closing my eyes and crying into my knees.

"El. It's Harry. open your eyes El. It's Harry." I hear the voice again. I slowly open my eyes and see Harry. I body relaxes instantly.

"Whe- where's Jase?" I ask stuttering.

"Jase isn't here, El. It was all just a dream." He says and my vision blurs with tears. I look behind him and see Zayn, Niall, and Liam looking at me with sympathy clear in their eyes. I look back to Harry and jump into hi arm crying my heart out on his shoulder.

"It was so real Harry!" I sob "it was so real. He said Louis was using me and he never loved me." I cry. He rubs

circles into my back.

"It's ok, El. It's was just a dream." He coos into my ears.

"He said I was pathetic. He was right." I cry.

"El, you are not pathetic. You can't let him get into your head like that. It was just a dream." He says.

I wipe the tears away from my eyes. "What time is is?" I ask.

"About 2:30 in the morning." He says.

"I'm sorry." I say.

"Don't say that. I don't want you to ever say that again." he says and I slightly smiles.

"Thanks Harry." I say hugging him. He gets up to go but before he to far away I grab his hand. "Can you stay?"i ask timidly. "I don't want to have another."

He walks back over laying down next to me.

"Alright now you go to sleep and dream about candy bunnies and rainbows and sunshine. Got it." Harry says.

"Got it. " I smile to myself cuddling in closer to him.

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Hey guys. So update. I know it's short but I kinda had to because It was a dream chapter.

Anyways. tell my how you are feeling about the book. And btw I love when you comment on the book. Even the update!! ones make me happy because they let me know your enjoying the book.

Hey and don't forget about my knew book. It's called HEART IN THE GAME. It's not going to be a fan fiction but I'm hoping your like it anyway. And there may be a bit of being pauls daughter in it. :)

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