Just A Thought Danganronpa One Shots

Naegiri - mistake

Kyoko Kirigiri

"After all! He won't survive there! Soon or later he'll die from starvation or Dehydration!" Monokuma words repeated on my mind over and over again.
I lied in bed, who knows how much time. He died. Because of me. Because of me he died.
I was so afraid to lose him when ikusaba tried to kill him or when we fought back in the days. But now I truly lost him. Because I was selfish. I am selfish, finding the headmaster, my father... Was more important then him, my only friend. Why... Why was he so kind to me? He was supposed to say it's wrong. He was supposed to save himself! Not me! I felt that my heart is trembling. I felt the urge to cry. But nothing came out. It was stuck. It was trapped inside of me. I felt guilt and pain. But... Perhaps there is a chance... With my key... With my master key.. That's right! I could open with it everything! I could open the trash room with it!
I felt a little hope. That I could save him...
But he won't forgive me. Is he?
It doesn't matter. I just want him to be happy, to be alive...
I won't do the same mistake again.
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Again...
I need to make this terrible choice. Me or him?
But now... I know... I won't kill him. I don't care If I'll die. I won't do the same mistake again. And maybe... Maybe he could save us once more, to give us hope once more. I'm a sacrifice that most be made. For him and for the world! After all these time... The pain and the guilt didn't go away.
Soon the time will come. The time will come. Before I'll fall asleep for eternity I told him this sentence, these words.

"No matter what... Don't give up on hope! I shall always be by your side."
I'm so glad... I fulfilled my promise...
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I'm sorry guys!!! I needed to write my pain and thoughts away!
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