Naegiri - cycle

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"Everything that lives is designed to end. We are perpetually trapped...in a never-ending spiral of life and death."

Orders never been hard to Kyoko Kirigiri, she always listened to them, and without any question she did them, with success, but there was a job, a duty she couldn't do, killing him, her partner, she got attached to him after all the time they we're together, but she always did it, countless of times she saw him getting killed by her, the same eyes of hurt and betrayal, but the eyes of understanding and love, which hurt her so much to look, he always plead for ehr to stop, calling her name on a way she so hated,until he'll became cold, and his eyes became dark, he always knew too much about where they are, but it was her job, a cycle of life and death they can never break. it was her job, and emotions were forbidened, but... she still felt them, each time, each time the feeling of guilt and sadness, of guilt and depression, he always forgetting who she is, but perhaps it's for the best... for him to restart and forgetting it all, if she could forget, all the times she killed him, stabbed him, choked him, killed him in his sleep, but  then she won't remember all the time they were together, fighting or even just talking like they have the whole time in the world and they're not in a mission. she won't remember... him, it would hurt even more to forget who he was, his kindness to her, and the pure light he shine with, when they laughed and smiled together, or fight against the enemy. she wonder if one day she could stop him knowing the truth... she wonder if one day they'll break from that cycle, they could be happy and they won't have to face this pain anymore. but secrets are getting known in the end, and in the matter of time, she'll kill him again, and again, and again and again. why can't he just go, go away from her and never get back, escape from this end, escape it all, hate her and go. Was it because he was so kind? or perhaps so naive. so kind and loving yet so naive and stupid, he could find another one, another one who won't kill him countless of times, another one who could give him the love he deserve. perhaps... he could be happy, perhaps she'll find freedom. 

base on Nier automata
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