Komahina - old habits

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I'm depressed, and I don't quite like Komahina, nor Komaeda, so let's write Komahina in Komaeda POV! <3

He left him, Hinata after so long time leave him, he made it. It was his fault. He was such a trash to do that kind of thing...
He loved him so much... How could he say these terrible things?
He made him so happy, he made him stop these habits. But he destroyed it all. He made a mistake which destroyed it all.
He couldn't even say sorry. He just pity himself, like he always do. Until Hinata got pissed and left. He could feel his chest biting fast, he could feel the urge to cry but nope, none of the tears came out. He was simply empty, everything seems empty, pointless. He better of die. He better of be dead. He could feel the urge. He could feel the urge to cut. That would be better. For Hinata, for everyone else. For his family and dog that died. For the classmates who hates him. For everyone. For Hinata.
He went to their kitchen, memories spread on his mind as he walked. For example when they did breakfast together and almost burn down the kitchen. Or when Hinata stopped him. From trying, taking the knife from him and crying. He wished Hinata could stop him. But he wasn't here anymore. He left forever...
He took the sharpest of knifes. Going to the bathroom. He could head Hinata laugh, he could feel him, how much he missed him. Damn it, he couldn't be a second without him. He turn the water on, starting to cut his hand. He looked at it bleeding, but he continued, continue to cut. Thinking more about Hinata. Of he can't be with him, he better of die. Probably Hinata will find someone better then him.

But that didn't happen. Hinata pain couldn't pass from Komaeda suicide. Blaming himself for not saving him. He knew it was him. It was all his fault. He knew Komaeda would feel bad. It was all his fault. "I'm sorry..." He said. Before taking his last breath.

I had fun actually. Fuck. I think I might write Komaeda more TuT
Kyoko x Komaeda / Nanami x Komaeda TT u TT because I'm a trash TuT
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