I walked down the corridoors behind the arena carrying a now sleeping Taylor in my arms. A lot of things were running through my mind, butoo i coudnt make sense of any thing. I look down at Taylor, her head was snuggled into my side and she was breatrhing gently. Her pony tail had fallen out along the way and her hair now spilled accros my arms, slowly showing its natrauly curly state. I was to busy admiering Taylor's beauty, that i didnt notice that the hall way we were walking down was no longer deserted. I look up brefly to make sure we were still heading in the right direction.
"Ed" i hear a another brithish voice say. Spinning round my eyes imeadtly go to the mop of curly hair, Harry's curly hair. Me and Harry had been friends once but after the Haylor breakup, Harry had made me pick between him and Taylor. At the time i knew that Taylor needed me more than i needed Harry. I still remember walkig up in the tour bus to a crying Taylor in the middle of the night even 2 months after the break up. Selena had told me that what i was experencing was nothing compared to the Jake break up, where Taylor wouldnt leave her house for 2 weeks and woulnt eat anything for 5 days straight. But looking down at that girl now, it seemed impossible that half an hour ago she was crying her heart out in her dressing room.
"Aye man, what do you want?" i say as casouly as i could.
"I want Taylor back" he pauses for a few seconds "Its taken me this long but, i need her" i shake my head and step a bit further away from him.
"Harry, not in a million years is she getting back with you. Just before i found her crying her heart away in her dressing room, because she thought she had seen you in tonights crowd." i shake my head saddly " Whatever you did to her man, it left its mark. Shes scared shitless of you." I feel Taylor stirr in my arms so i kiss her lightly on the cheek and turn back to Harry with a questioning look. Harry's expression is painfull to look at his face a mixture of pain, loss, remourse and regret.
"I hit her" he says, his voice barely above a whisper " I was drunk and i came home and she wasnt there, so when she did come home i was angry at her and i hit her twice" he sighs and looks at the ground, scared to look at me.
"You hit her?" i almost scream at him before i relize that Taylor is still asleep in my arms.
"Harry" i say my voice slowly getting louder "Leave now, before i do something im gonna regret later" I was screaming at him now, slowly her turns round and slips back through the door he entered in. He gave me one last glance, a glance that almost brought me running back after him, but i stood mr ground and watched is curly hair dissapear.
Thats when i hear a scartchy voice whispering my name.
Taylors POV
"Ed" i say as loud as i can. I was in a hallway somewhere and somebody was carrying me. My mouth was dry and my back ached from sleeping in this postion. I had woken up to, two voice screaming at each other. But in my daised state i couldn't work out who the voices belonged to, but i was certan they were both brittish.
"Tay, oh Tay im so sorry did i wake you?" Ed asks his voice frantic.
Ed walked through a set of double doors that led to the busses. I gasp as a splash of cold air hits my face, i cling to Ed for warmth as he walks across the lot.
Carefuly he climbs the steps of my bus and nudges the door open with the side of his foot. Bringing me across to my couch he places me gently on it. I finaly find the courage to aske;
"Ed who were you talking to just before?" Ed imedeatly turns around his eyes alarme.
"Was it Harry?" i ask, he nods and i tense up and crawl back against the sofa.
"Tay?" Ed says softly in my ear "I know what he did to you and i know your broken but please to push me away like you did to everyone else, because i wanna help you" slowly i turn around and look up at him, four blue eyes.
" You do?"
"Yes i do, because i think you are amazing and beautiful and no one deserves to have there heart broken" i give him a small smile and as i do a small smile apears on his face as well.
"Im going to go change into some sweats but then i'll be right back. Ok love?" I nod my head and watch helplessly as he walks down the busses steps.
Sighing i walk into my bedroom and subconsiously pick up my phone, loging into twitter.
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In My Way (Sweeran Fanfiction)
FanfictionLOVE that four letter word that can mend and shatter hearts in the blink of an eye. For Taylor love is something she doesn't want to focus on for the mean time, shes on tour and has just broken up with her now ex-boyfriend, she certainly doesn't nee...
