Eds POV
Im really worried about Taylor, its been just over a week since the incident and she still isn't eating much and she is yet to specify if she is going to carry on with the tour any time soon. The media has been blowing up about the whole situation and Taylor's scared of stepping a single foot outside.
"Ed" Taylor's voice rings out, breaking my chain of thought "I was wondering if you wanted to maybe have a mini jam season" she asked nervously as she entered the room carrying 2 guitars.
"Yeah sure" I reply "sounds like a plan" she gives a small smile, something I definitely missed seeing everyday.
"Well come on then" she says waiting for me to take the guitar from her.
We had gone down to the beach this morning before it started raining. It had taken an hour of pleading, kissing and promising to even get Taylor to put her shoes on.
"What do you want to play?" I ask with a light laugh as she trips over Meredith on the way to the couch.
Taylor's POV
I wish this would just end. Everyone is treating me like im made of glass and am about to shatter into a million pieces, especially Ed. He has stopped making jokes and is trying to tread lightly around everything, sometimes I think the world would be a hell of a lot better without me.
"Whatever fits your mood" Ed says in reply to my question, giving a small sigh I strum out the beginning of chasing cars, ed gives me a sad smile as he sings the lyrics under his breath. Subconsciously I roll up my sleeves expecting Ed to continue singing as I resume my strumming, but instead he stops his eyes fixed on my wrists his face a mix of worry and guilt. I quickly realize what he is looking at and pull my sleeves back down, trying to run out of the room in the process but Eds made a grab for my wrist and now im in cased in a huge Ed hug.
"Taylor love, why?" is all Eds says and now im the one feeling guilty as hell.
"You know exactly why" I snap back, but as soon as I see eds face I collapse tears shacking through my body, I couldn't have said something more stupid if I tried.
"Im sorry" I mutter not meeting his eyes.
"And I forgive you" Ed whispers in my ear "Thats not the point Ed" I sigh back "god im such a horrible person, you've sat by me this whole time and All I do is snap and yell at you. Its okay if you don't love me any more" I tack on at the end slightly breathless from my small rant, looking at Ed I can't tell anything his face a blank sheet, but then he smiles "I still love you Tay. Always have Always will"
New update yeah ya! Hope you like it as I am nearing the end of this book and im trying to whined things down.
I more thing I forgot to add is im writing a new noval (not a sweeran fanfic) but im not sure if I should post it in wattpad it called The sophisticated live of you and me. Comment if u want to read it:)
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In My Way (Sweeran Fanfiction)
Fiksi PenggemarLOVE that four letter word that can mend and shatter hearts in the blink of an eye. For Taylor love is something she doesn't want to focus on for the mean time, shes on tour and has just broken up with her now ex-boyfriend, she certainly doesn't nee...
