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Taylor's POV

I sat there smiling at Ed till I realized what I had said. I had just called him my boyfriend. The pancake I was currently eating turned to concrete in my mouth.

"Im sorry, I..." I jump up from my seat and run out of the room and up the stairs quickly locking myself in the bathroom.

Before I can control myself, tears start streaming down my cheeks. Why, why, why did I say that? I've probably ruined everything now, and just when I thought we were getting some where.

I hear footsteps running up the stairs after me, I knew they were Eds and I didn't want him to see me like this. Quietly I ducked behind the shower curtain and curled up in a ball in the back of the shower my back pressed hard against the wall.

"Taylor?" I hear Ed come into the bedroom "Taylor love, please open the door I know you're in there. Please come out I want to talk to you" I don't respond,  only letting out another big sob. Eds voice was right next to the door now. He was muttering the lyrics to This under his breath. I could only catch a few words of what he was saying, but I heard the last line loud and clear.

"I love you Tay" and with that I shakingly stood up and stumbled out of the shower my hands fumbling with the lock. The door swung open and I fell into Eds open arms.

"Shhhh, Tay its okay. I don't hate you, god I fucking love you" Slowly I pull my head away from his chest and lift my head. My eyes met his and I let a hesitant smile play at the corners of my lips.

"You don't hate me? God Ed I just called you my boyfriend"

"I know" he grins "and I love it!".

Hey guys!

New longish update:) Its a bit mushy but oh well:)

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Cait

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