"Taylor?" I whip my head around "Taylor, love where are you?" I knew she wouldn't have gone far as the screen was still lit up on her phone meaning that she had only just dropped it.
I hear muffled sobbing coming from behind the bathroom door, my head snaps up.
"Taylor!" I yell and run towards the closed door, tripping over the side of her bed in the procces.
"Shoot" I mutter, I can already feel a bruise appearing.
Gently pushing open the bathroom, I walk in almost stepping on Taylors hand as I climb carefully over her shaking body.
Taylors POV
I feel someone open the bathroom door, I flinch as someone in dirty kicks almost steps on my hand that was strewn across the floor. lifting my head I imedeatly feel someones warm breath on the side of my neck. Turning my head my eyes meet another peer of blue eyes. Ed's blue eyes.
"Ed?" I chock out my voice cracking slightly.
"Oh my god, Taylor?" Ed says, his eyes fulled with worry.
"Im okay" I mutter sitting up straighter, the last thing I wanted was Ed feeling sorry for me.
"Taylor, your not okay. We both know thatso please don't pretend that your fine. Okay?" I nod my head slightly letting more tears roll down my cheeks.
"Hug?" Ed asks opening his arms wide. I nod again and crawl into his open arms. Ed always made me feel safe, whenever I was around him. Leaning my head on his shoulder he started whispering sweet nothings in my ear, which made the corners of my lips twitch upwards into a smile.
Ed then stands up, I was still in his arms my face buried in his T-shirt.
Now sitting on my bed Ed lets me go. I imedeatly turn away from his gaze.
"Tay, I can't help you if you don't tell me whats wrong." Ed says after a rather long silence.
"To much hate" I sigh " I can't take all this much longer"
"What can't you take much longer, I know that this isn't just about hate and Harry anymore." I flinch at the sound of Harry's name. It still hurt, and that Ed had seen deeper into my problem than I had.
" I, I I think that I..." I trail of in my on confusion, shaking my head sadly. Ed takes my hand, making me look up.
"Love, your confusing yourself I can tell. tell me whats on your mind." I sigh again, I fall back against Ed's chest, I needed him.
" Its like I am losing the ability to love" I shake my head at my own silliness, but Eds face was dead serious.
Okay so this is going good, but it needs more! Ahhh so frustrating!
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In My Way (Sweeran Fanfiction)
FanfictionLOVE that four letter word that can mend and shatter hearts in the blink of an eye. For Taylor love is something she doesn't want to focus on for the mean time, shes on tour and has just broken up with her now ex-boyfriend, she certainly doesn't nee...
