I'm not who I used to be (Dipcifica love story)

The kiss

*warning*
This will contain some sexual activity (kissing and neck sucking) if you can not handle any of this, then do not read it

(Dippers pov)

I hand her the glass and pointed to the sink, suggesting she can get it on her own. She turned around, and headed to the sink. I couldn't help it, I looked at her butt as she sways her hips and it bounces as she moves. O......m......g. I start feeling my cheeks get hot. She must have noticed cause she caught me looking, I looked away trying to hide my red cheeks.

She turns her head back, and I take a sip of my peach cola. When she was done, she turned around and faced me. She took a sip of her water, slowly. I couldn't help but watch as the water goes between her lips down her throat. She finishes taking a sip, water still on her lips. OMG was all I had running through my mind, she sets the glass down. She licks the water off her lips slowly, smirking a little doing so.

I can't take it anymore! She finishes and I set my peach cola down on the counter. I walked up to her, and place my hands on each side of her on the counter. I lean my head down to her ear and placed my lips gently on her earlobe. She tenses up, so I start nibbling on her earlobe. I pull back to see her blushing, I bite my lip at that and stare at her. She saw me and leaned in, I leaned in back my lips touching hers.

I nibbled on her bottom lip, asking for access. She opens her month enough for me to slid my tongue in. I wrapped my hands around her waist, while she wraps her arms around my head. Things started heating up, as our lips are in sync. I pick her up and place her on the sink counter, as she wrapped her legs around my waist pulling me closer. I pull back and go back to her neck, and start grazing her neck with my lips. "D-dipper," she moans.

I start biting her neck softly, making her moan lowly. She arched up her head, which end up letting me end up having more access. I stop and see her leaning to my neck. She starts biting my neck, pleasure runs through my body. I try not to let a moan escape from my mouth as she starts sucking different parts in my neck, I end up moaning anyway.

"Pacifica-a." I push her and smash my lips back on hers. She responds by kissing back, and running her fingers through my hair. I started running out of breathe so I stop, she does the same. I look at her, and give her a awkward smile. She just blushes. I help her down from the counter, her smiling now.

I kiss her on her forehead, and go back into living room. She came in there a few minutes after. The movie was over when she got there. "You can sleep in here with Mabel if you want, i'm going to bed," I say getting up and going to the secret room.

I go to the bathroom first to brush my teeth, then went to the room. I flop on the bed, thinking about what had just happened. I kissed Pacifica Northwest, I KISSED Pacifica Northwest. I feel in my neck where she left me hickeys.

I can't get her out of my mind, her long beautiful blond hair, her adorable laugh, everything about her changed. Shes actually being herself. To be honest I just hope this won't be awkward tomorrow, I need a way to explain not just my neck, but hers to, after all I started it...

Am I getting feelings for her? No it can't be, I mean I don't hate her but that doesn't mean I love her. I tossed and turned in bed for a while, finally I settled down and fell asleep.
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I woke up at 4 a.m. Dang, well might as well stay up.... I got up from bed and went to the living room. Pacifica was wrapped in a blanket on the couch, Mabel beside her. Cute... Wait what did I just thought? What the heck is up with me?!? I pass by them and went in the kitchen, grabbed something from the fridge to eat.

I go back to the room and ate my food. I also went on ahead and read the journal before Mabel can take it away from me. Realizing that I finished my food, I get up and go the bathroom, I brush my teeth.

"Someone in there?" Someone asked. "Yeah, just give me a sec!" I finish brushing my teeth and rinse my mouth with water. I get out, to be greeted by a sleepy Pacifica. "There you go," I opened the door. She smiles and goes in. I kind of get a glimpse of the hickeys I gave her, red as a mosquito bite. She must have seen me looking cause she blushed and closed the door. I got back to my room, and continued to read about the truth stone.