I'm not who I used to be (Dipcifica love story)

The deal

(Candy's pov)

Grenda and Mabel toss clothe at each other while I watch them. I honestly don't want to go to Pacifica fucking NorthWest house, she not only treated me, Mabel and Grenda's life like hell, but now she's trying to hook up with DIPPER! Stupid slut, with Bill on my side that bitch won't get anywhere with him.

~Flashback~

"Excuse me, girls. I gotta go to the little girl's room," Pacifica says heading to the bathroom. "Me too," I state, following her. How dare she think she can take Dipper from me! She'll learn not to get in my way! She gets in, me not far from her. "So you and Dipper.." I start casually, turning the sink on after getting some soap on my hands. She looks at me confused. "What do you mean 'so you and Dipper'?" She asks. Her saying that only pisses me off more, she know what the hell I'm talking about! "Oh nothing, it just seems your both are getting a little close." I say, hiding my anger. I've been getting good at that, hiding my feelings. Now that I think about it, I'm not only mad but jealous and sad. I envy the way Pacifica gets all the attention. She blushes slightly and looks down at her feet.

"We're not getting close..." She picks her head up, and look into her eye. "Good, you can keep you and yourself away from him too, he's mine so back off." I warned I honestly kind of didn't mean this because, well for one she can literally buy and sell me if she wanted to. Two she's PACIFICA NORTHWEST, I can't compete with her. I walk out the bathroom, but before I do anything else I smile at her trying to be friendly. I guess it came out wrong because she stares at me with horror, so much for trying. This anger inside me rises, I suddenly feel angry again. I've never felt this angry before. What is going on?!? I start to feel dizzy, and a pounding headache grew. I look around me and everything looks still, as if something made time stop?

Out of no where a loud, piercing screech came out. Pain shot through my ears as I try to cover them, trying to soften the sound. It didn't work of course. I was about to scream when I start to hear laughter. What the?!? "God your so funny to mess with!" I turn around to see a guy with blond hair, blue eyes. He was wearing a black t-shirt, and blue jeans. By the time his laughter stopped the sound went away. "W-what is so funny?" I ask, embarrassed a little and confused. He wipes a tear from his eye and replied "You my dear." "I'm not your dear." I said firmly. Who does he think he is? Messing with me, then calling me DEAR? I don't know you dude! "What do you want? Who are you?" I ask.

He looks at me and grins evil before breaking out in laughter again, only this time his eyes colloid together making one big eyeball. His laughter pierces the air as a white light surrounded his body. By now I'm afraid, who the hell is this guy? His laughter died down, along with the light, which allows me to see what the hell he turned into. What is now standing, or should I say FLOATING, in front of me is the one and only Bill Cipher. "YOU!!!" I screamed in fear and disgusted. "How are you still alive?!? We destroyed you!!" I can't move, my brain says move it, but my body doesn't listen. "Ah, yes. That summer was wonderful now was it?" he says, circling me. "Now, how am I alive you ask?" he smiles. "When chaos and anger is around, I can easily be back. Or should I say, reborn." he forms a chair behind him and sits back. "Okay what do you want from me?" I ask him, out of all the people he could have tormented, gotten a deal from he chose me. Out of all people, it's me.

"What do I want? Now thats a funny question, why'd you ask?" he asks nonchalantly. "I don't know, there are several things you'd want," I reply. I'm not going to play his games. "Heck what did you do?" I ask looking around, nothing has moved at all around us. It was as if time has stopped. "I've stopped time, and we'll since you asked I want to make a deal," he looks at me seriously. So now he means business? Great. "A deal?" "Yes. You see I want revenge on the Pines family, and you my dear want Pine tree, yes?" he asks. Pine tree? Does he mean Dipper?! "Of course you can't because of that brat now can you? Poor you, her prince is being swiped off his feet for another girl. Heck you should have seen his face when I said something about her, he was pissed!"

Was he talking about Dipper being pissed because of him saying something about Pacifica? Normally I'd be mad right now, but now all I feel is emptiness along with sadness. What am I thinking? Dipper will never like me! Tears start to form in my eyes, I blink them away and gained my posture back. Now I'm being pitted by a demon, I have everyone else's pity and now I'm being looked down on by a damn demon. "Well, you know that doesn't have to be a reality, I can make sure Pine tree is yours," he says, tipping his hat forward. He caught my attention with that. "Y-you can make Dipper mine??" I stutter. "This is if you give me what I want," He starts to circle around me again. Before having second thoughts I reply "I'll do whatever you want, but I have a request."

He eyes me up and down. "You can't harm Dipper or Mabel," I say. "Of course," he holds his arm out at me, blue flames . I hesitantly took out my hand and shook his hand as he says "It's a DEAL!" We shook hands and bright white light flashed before my eyes. I closed my eyes and placed my hands over my eyes, trying to cover the bright light. When I open my eyes, Bill was gone and everything was back to normal. I rub my eyes a little to see if I'm not dreaming. I open my eyes again and looked around. I hear the bathroom door open. Shit! I ran towards the group, and I immediately see Dipper on his phone.

~End of Flashback~

When Mabel had told me and Grenda that Pacifica was spending the night at hers that's night, I froze. It felt like all the air in me was being sucked out. I couldn't breathe, I started getting dizzy. That's when I bailed on her and went home, along with Grenda. When she fell asleep that night, me and Bill discussed our plan. To win over Dippers heart I needed a makeover, which Mabel and Grenda will do in a few days or at least that was what Bill had said. The part where we needed to work on is my confidence and posture. The only thing is that I have to act shy and quiet. Which is to where I am at now. What Bill said was right, I gotten the makeover and by the way I feel beautiful, strong, and confident. Especially since I made Dipper speechless, that's the look I want from now on.

All of a sudden a car beeped, which startled all of us. "I'll get it," Dipper starts to get up. "I'll get it," I get up and race to the door. What I'm curious! As I poke my head out the door, there was a black fancy looking car in the drive way. My eyes widen in awe, I hate Pacifica but wow! I hate to admit it but that car is awesome! I guess it's time to go... I go back inside to inform the others. "Pacificas here," I informed them. Mabel and Grenda rushed out the door. I follow not far behind, but instead of going to the car I stay on the porch. Dipper came out after a few minutes.
"Pacifica! OMG!" Mabel squeals, and runs to Pacifica and her car, along with Grenda. I didn't pay much attention afterwards on their conversations. The atmosphere around me and Dipper thickens. "Cool car, right?" Dipper breaks the ice. I nod, and scratch my arm nervously.

"Okay since things are already awkward I'm just gonna ahead and say it. You look really pretty Candy," Dipper says out of no where. I blush, this had blown my off. I didn't know what to say. "Thanks" I thank him, and gave a small smile.  Anger and envy fumed inside me as I watch, from what I'm guessing, is her Butler coming to get the bags. "Excuse me miss, these your bags?" the man asks as he approached me and Dipper. "Yes... " I went to grab my bags but the man held his hand up and grabbed them himself. "T-thank you," I say, pulling my hand back. He smiles and starts making his way back to the car. "I should go, and by the way you look pretty hot yourself," I say giving him a wink and start my way to the others. Feeling a little confident I sway my hips side to side. 'Your welcome by the way,' 'Thank you, Bill.' Me and Bill mind link when we need to talk but not face to face. I'm not a good smooth talker so Bill steps in and helps me out.

Yes, I know. A demon helping me smooth talk Dipper. A demon. My mind starts to wonder off and my pace slows down. "Come on! Let's go!" Mabel screams. I turn my head her direction and she was waving me over her way. The Bulter opens the door for Grenda, Mabel and me. Pacifica gets in the drivers side and look out the window for a second. Out of the corner of her mouth she smiles and turn the radio up, the song 'Sorry not sorry' by Demi Lovato blasting through the car. We all start to sing as Pacifica pulls out of the driveway and start going towards her house. This will give me a chance to have a look around her place.