I'm not who I used to be (Dipcifica love story)

Blood moonball

(Pacifica's pov)

The following morning went by fast. I woke up surprisingly early, considering I went to bed late. I went on my regular run, while the other girls were still asleep. Before I left I asked Grace if she'd make sure they have breakfast. Right now I'm running back home, music pumping through my earbuds. When I reach my gate, click the button to alert Ben that I'm back. Taking deep breaths while the gates open, I check my pulse. Not bad. 

I walk in the house, which was quiet. "Hello?...Anyone here?" "Ah, your back. Your friends left about 20 minutes ago sweetie," Grace came towards me. "Who took them home?" I ask confused. "Ben did. Goodness, you should get a shower dear.." She changes the subject, and looks me up and down. "Haha, I was planning on to," I laugh, and go towards my room. I grab my blue jeans shorts, a peachy crop top, and of course my underwear. 

I then walk into my bathroom, strip my now filthy clothes to my bare skin. Not long I have finished my shower, which I immediately miss the heat when I step out. I then put my dirty clothes on my bed and head towards the family room. The rest of the day goes by smoothly. 

~2 weeks later~ 

It has been 2 weeks already. My parents aren't home, still on their trip.  I, Mable, and Grenda have gotten close. I also have been hanging out with Dipper as well. Except that now he has a girlfriend. Candy. I saw them one day at the park. 

~flashback~

I decided to walk around the park because I haven't been outside for a while and the house started feeling stuffy, even if its big as it is. "Ah! Fresh air!!" I sang, breathed in the air. I started walking around. 'Oh there's Dipper, I'll go say hi'. I started walking towards Dipper, which was sitting on a park bench. All of a sudden I heard laughter and.....giggling?..... The smile I had on my face disappears, I ran behind a tree that was behind close by. I peeked around and saw that it Candy giggling. 'What the hell??' I placed my back against the tree and listened to what they were saying. "You know Candy, I haven't felt so close to anyone," Dipper says. "I know, I feel the same way," Candy flirts. 

Everything went quiet all of a sudden, so I peeked again to see them leaning against each other. OMG! My heart shatters as I turn away from what I just saw. Dipper and Candy kissed. I ran away from where we were, tears stinging my eyes. I pulled my phone out and called Ben. "Hey, can you come get me? I want to come home," I say trying to hide my cracking voice. "Yeah, sweetheart. Is everything okay? Are you crying?-" I hang up and walked to the entrance of the park, trying to wipe the tears away. The pain in my chest was unbearable, it was like stabbing my heart with a knife over and over again.

So much for wearing my new sundress. Good thing I wasn't wearing any make-up. I found a small bench not far from the entrance. I go ahead and sit there feeling helpless. Why would he kiss her?!? Why HER?? God, I'm so pathetic! After all, we went through?? Ben showed up not far afterward. By the time he showed up I finally stopped crying but when I saw him, tears started spilling out again. He got out and ran towards me and hugs me, I just stand there crying in his arms. 

After a little bit, I was better and we went home. The ride was quiet. I'm glad he didn't ask why I was crying, I don't think I can say it without crying again. When we got home I ran to my room and cried my heart out.

~End of flashback~

I haven't left the house much afterward. "Ms. Pacifica?" Grace asked, breaking my train of thought. "Yes?" I ask, shaking my head and look up at her. "You need to get out dear," She says gently. I know I should, I haven't been doing my regular runs, and well that's very unlike me. Who knew love would make you feel like this. Love. That word.  An intense feeling of deep affection. Never thought I would fall for Dipper, or let one upset me. "I know," I reply. "I'll get out in a bit, maybe..." I mumble the last part. 

She leaves my room, I stick my tongue out. I get out of bed and change clothes. A black no-sleeve shirt with a diamond on the front, black ripped skinny jeans and black wedges. I decided to put black smokey eye with winged eyeliner, pink lip gloss (what? I'm gonna wear what I feel like. Plus I don't want to be an adult yet).  I put my hair in a messy ponytail and head downstairs. Time to face the world.

Well, my living room anyway. I turn the TV on the news. "Welcome to channel 55, Shandra Jimenez here. Don't we have news for you folks! Fiddleford McGucket has apparently found some interesting news, for what he says 'we'll have a blood moon'," Shandra says, as the screen now shows Fiddleford McGucket. "It's true!-" McGucket starts rambling. A blood moon? Hmmm...... That's it!!! I can have a blood moonball! We haven't had an event in quite a while, this seems like a perfect opportunity! 

"Grace! Grace!" I yell, getting up looking for her. Grace, worried,  came running in asking "Yes Ms. Pacifica? Are you alright??" I smile "I'm more than alright!" "What is it then?" I tell her my plan. She smiles "Of course! That would be great!!" "Thank you!!" I'm going to uphold a ball!! A blood moon ball!! 

~A/N~

Hey guys!! I am so so sorry! I have been focused on school trying to finish it so I'll have more time to write. Also, I'll be able to write more often, because my computers fixed!! Again I apologize that I haven't been updating often. I promise I'll try to fix that. By the way, the blood moon ball is related to star vs. the forces of evil's blood moonball. That is where I have gotten the idea for these next few chapters

 Also, I want to know. Do you guys want me to do a Halloween special? Yes I know that's it already passed, but why not? If so would you like me to do a Thanksgiving one? 

Anyway, Ily guys so much!! Thanks for all the votes!!! See you guys later!

-Dani <3<3