Time Really Shows (Phora)ON HOLD

11

***Warning sex scene***

Mia POV

I watch him stand there for a few seconds. His face looked pissed, but he seemed more worried than ever. His blue eyes never leaving my face. I examine his, the dry blood on his nose and his knuckles were still red and bloody.

"What do you want?" I could tell my eyes were blood shot red. And I knew he could tell I was crying. He had taken all the energy I had and still showed up.

"I'm done arguing with you. I just want to talk to you." I took a breath and moved to a side for him to come in.

"What do you want to talk about?" I questioned like an idiot.

"I know I've been fucking up lately with you. It's just I say things without thinking. I'm just scared to hurt you again and that's why I don't want you near me. I'm becoming a mess. I feel like I'm losing myself." He said with such desperation. I could tell he was holding it all in. I knew something else troubled him something I knew he wasn't ready to admit. "It's just hard, you know everything about me about my past. But you don't know nothing about me when I left." The hurt in his eyes showed me his vulnerable side. It's been a while since it came out.

"You don't need to tell me about your new life. You can share it when you're ready but all you had to do is be honest with me.  That's all I want." I say crossing my arms over my chest. "And if you don't want to tell people about what we used to be I'm okay with that too. I'm not ashamed I dated you but if you are I will act as if we didn't."

"I'm not embarrassed of you. I just don't know what to do?" He sat down on the sofa rubbing his forehead. I kneeled  in front of him to clean his injuries. I began cleaning the blood off his nose. Then I cleaned his knuckles and used a hand wrap to cover it. He watch me intently.

"Can I asks you something?" He said and I nodded. "Do you like Devour?" I shook my head. "I like him as a friend but nothing more. The kiss meant nothing." I warned him.

"Are you in love with Destiny?" I questioned afterward. He shook his head. "I'm not in love with her, at first I thought I was but when I seen you again... my feelings for you never left." I couldn't help but smile.

That's when he slowly leaned in and pressed his lips on mine. Our lips moved in motioned. I kissed him back, I've missed his lips so much. The connection was there, we both missed each other. He lifted me up from the ground and we were both standing. We kissed each other with flare passion.

I shyly pull away. He smiled adorably at me, "I missed that so much." He said. I looked at him, "I've missed you a lot, especially those lips." He said brushing his fingers on my mouth gently. I blushed of embarrassment. He grabbed my hand and led me to my room. He remembered where it was. He would always sneak up to see me. Those memories I held onto were something that would always be apart of me. He will always be apart of me.

He glanced through my room and smiled at a picture I had of us on my desk. I mentally wanted to slap myself for not hiding it. He picked it up and smirked, "I still have mine too." He turned and placed the picture down.

I loved having him this close and I didn't know if it was the alcohol talking but I wanted to kiss him again. I went by him and placed my lips on his and with no doubt he kissed me back. He kissed hard this time his lips slowly averting to my neck and his hands slipping through my back trying to get my romper off. He slowly zip my zipper down and the romper fell to the ground fastly. I stood there with just my bra and underwear.

He stopped kissing me and looked at my body with awe. I hated the idea of being the only one exposed and I grabbed the material of his shirt and pulled it off of him. He pecked me again, "are you sure about this?" He questioned and I nodded not trusting my words. Marco and I never have done anything more than just kiss. I never had sex with anyone and he was going to be my first.

He gradually touched my waist and began kissing me again. He lowered me onto the bed, his hands roaming my body. Next thing I knew we were both naked. He took his time caressing my body. Then he silently entered me and I felt a small amount of pain, slowly becoming pleasure. He thrusted in me I let my hands make there way to his back scratching it.

He moaned my name a few times as I did too. He pulled out and we laid there breathlessly. I quickly put on a pair of underwear and bra and grabbing Marco shirt on me. He laughed watching me and he put his boxers back on. I laid back on the bed and he came next to me wrapping an arm around my body.

***

I woke up with the sunlight slowly hitting my eyes. Marco was still asleep shirtless and I smiled. I slowly traced his tattoos on his chest with my finger. I had given him my all and I felt happy and complete. He was the one I was waiting for. He sleeped so peacefully and I admire him. Maybe he and I can finally be together.

I slowly got off the bed and reached for his phone that wouldn't stopped buzzing. He had fifteen missed calls and twenty messages. Mostly where from Destiny.

She had sent him a lot of 'I Love You' texts. And 'Hey we need to start filming for Move Too Fast Babe Hurry Up.'  I'm so stupid. He isn't going to leave her for me!

I tossed the phone at him and he woke up rapidly. "You need to go now!" He was confused. "You're girlfriend is waiting for you to shoot your new music video." He grabbed the phone and checked the time.

Marco got up changing fast into his shorts and shoes. I rolled my eyes and took off his shirt. I tossed it on the floor, "It's just a music video it means nothing okay. I'll talk to her-"

"Don't bother. If she's going to be part of your life I don't want to be and forget this happen."

"Mia come on-"

"Stop just go do what you have to do. I wouldn't want to keep her waiting." I walked away into my restroom locking the door behind.

How could I let things get more complicated for me.