Still laying on the ground, bunny on my chest, wind blowing hair, eyes still at rest. How peacefully can this get? I wondered how long it's been since I've actually let peace take over me. I was always worried what was around me.
Me: "(p/n)... how peaceful is it as an animal?"
I slightly opened my eye. He's asleep. He wouldn't have been able to respond anyway.
Me: "you're a sleepy type aren't ya."
Closing my eye again.
Starting the morning with no yelling and trouble. Just... rest.
I inhaled.
Me: "what do you want?"
I knew someone was there.
??: "to give your answer."
I know her voice. Her soft, sweet, voice of hers.
Me: "Mikasa, it was just a joke. Don't worry about it."
Mikasa: "oh.. well it looks like you don't need help, but may I?"
I opened my eye for the last time.
Me: "he's asleep."
Mikasa: "oh, well, can I at least lay down next to you?"
I paused. Next to me? I mean she doesn't have to do that. Does she think I'm alone or something. I am. I don't want to deny her.
I don't know..
Me: "I don't mind."
Mikasa stepped forward, sat right next to me and laid down. She looked up at the clouds doing what I did.
Mikasa: "this is peaceful"
Me: "yeah.. you don't get that a lot in this world."
Mikasa kept looking up. I looked over to her.
My stomach is feeling jumpy. Why? Is this some kind of normal feeling people get or is it a feeling only I'm able to feel?
I didn't realized that I was staring when I was trying to figure out what I was feeling. Does she know I am 'cause it seems like she doesn't, but she does. Just isn't looking back. Her eyes gazed at the clouds. Her lips soft and pink. Her silky, black hair falling back onto the grass.
Is this what you call perfect?
(P/n) is still on me. I looked back up at the clouds. We let the moment of silence hit us.
Mikasa: "I'll like to raise the bunny with you. Joke or not, I'll do it."
Me: "Are you sure?"
Mikasa: "for practice.. for my future kids"
Mikasa stayed quiet after. Her hand slipped on top of mine, not removing it from its current landing spot. She gripped my hand.
Is she scared?
I turned my hand around in attempt to hold hers so she doesn't feel scared. I intertwined with her hand and luckily she did too.
Me: "are you scared?"
Mikasa: "yeah.."
Me: "I'll bring that back for you."
She looked at me with a face of 'what does he mean?'
She wanted the days where nothing would be disturbed. Like now. She doesn't want this to go away.
Me: "now is now and we got a long journey still ahead of us."
I looked back at her where her eyes connected with my eye. She looked at bit over to the patch.
