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Anastasia✨

I've been writing all week and I've finally came up with the perfect song. Since we came back from Barcelona Zion hasn't spoken one word to me.

I don't blame him though, I kept that secret long enough and I couldn't take it anymore...All that guilt was eating me alive.

"Girl this song is fire." Kori said after we went over our reverses. I smiled. "Yea I had all week." I mumbled. "So this song was about those two huh?" Amara asked. I was silent.

"Yea it was." Kori laughed. "Wait till Zion hears this-" "He's gonna be pissed." I said finishing her sentence. I smiled.

"But I don't care anymore, if this is the only way for him to listen to what I have to say then so be it." "You can't be mad at him for ignoring you though." Kori said. I sighed.

"I knoww, he's not sleeping in the bed with me anymore. He's sleeping in the guest room." I mumbled folding my arms across my chest. "It sounds like you need a girls night." Kori said. I nodded my head.

"Yea so do I." Amara said. Kori and I shot her a look. "Well look at you, your relationship isn't all that after all huh?" Kori asked. I pushed her signaling her to stop. "Nah its okay."

"So what's wrong?" I asked. She twisted her lips. "He wants a baby." Kori and I's eyes shot up. "Really?!" We asked at the same time. She nodded. "Yea, I think its because he's getting older? I don't know."

She shrugged. "Did you tell him you don't want any kids right now?" I asked. "Its not that easy Ana..Zion and Ben are the same age and y'all already have a kid."

"Just tell him you wanna wait until y'all get married." Kori shrugged. I smacked my lips. "She's not ready for marriage yet fool." I said. "She's right I'm not, and if I tell him that he's gonna rush and want to get married."

I smiled. "Y'all will work it out." I said. "Yea I hope so, cause I saw how big you were getting with Kelly and the last thing I want is to get huge." I rolled my eyes laughing. "Fuck you."

She smiled and the studio door opened. We all looked up and saw Khalil stepping inside with his face glued to his phone. The girls looked at me closely like I was about to say anything to him but I didn't.

"Y'all ready to finish this album?" He asked. "Damn right." Kori said standing up wiping her hands on her jeans. "Yea." I mumbled.

💎

"And what number is this?" I asked pointing at my lucky number seven. Kelly sighed. "two." He said holding up two fingers. I shook my head. "No. Seven baby." I said. He sighed again getting frustrated.

I twisted my lips sitting up a little. "Come here." I said. He sat on my lap and laid on my chest. I wrapped my arms around him resting my head on top of his.

"The only reason why im having you do this early is because I want you to learn early. Not because I wanna torture you." I laughed a little.

He was silent gripping my shirt. The only reason why he was having this problem was because of me, because I was immature and reckless.

Now I'm losing the only person that ever loved me for me, all because I couldn't tell him the truth. Kelly looked up at me and frowned.

He sat up and wiped my face with his thumbs. I didnt even know I was crying. He smiled looking up at me with those big eyes of his. Warming my heart.

"Why you cry Mommy?" He asked tilting his head. I sniffed. "Mommy got something in her eyes." I lied. He smacked his lips making me laugh. "Mommy is okay, I promise." Kelly smiled.

"Mommy strong right?" My smile widened. "Yes very much." I pulled him into a hug kissing his forehead.

"Very strong."





"Man" lyric video in the MM

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