Unlove You ♡ pt.2

XIII

Anastasia✨

"Mommy look what I draw." Kelly said holding up a painting. I looked up from my notepad and took it out his hands. "Come on, jump." I said picking him up and sitting him on the bed. I wrapped my arm around him and he laid on my chest.

I held the drawing up so we can see. "That's me, you and Daddy." He said pointing at us. I frowned a little when I saw a distance between Zion and I. "Why are we separated?" I asked.

"Huh?" "Why is Daddy and I apart?" I asked. Kelly sighed. "Because y'all are mad at each other, so y'all s-epated." "Separated." I said correcting him. He nodded.

I sighed. "Baby..Daddy and I aren't mad at each other. We just don't agree on some things." I said. He looked up at me trying to understand. "But y'all yell." He said. My frown deepened.

"No..We just talk with a very loud voice." I said. He nodded slowly. "How about you draw Mommy another picture okay? And imma save this one." Kelly smiled. "Okay!"

He jumped off the bed and ran in his room. I sighed and stood up slipping my slides on and walked out the room. I made sure Kelly was in his room before I made my way to the guest room Zion was sleeping in.

I didn't even knock, I just walked in on him watching TV. "You could knock." He said without looking at me. I rolled my eyes. "I pay have the bills remember? This is my house to." I said. He sighed.

"Can I help you with something?" He asked. I held up Kelly's drawing. "Our son made this." I said. He looked at it and nodded. "Nice drawing." He said. I clenched my teeth and stepped in front of the television.

"Oh come on Ana! Okay I see the drawing can you move?!" He yelled sitting up. I handed him the piece of paper. "Just look at it asshole." I said. He sighed and took one look at it before he knew what was wrong with it.

"Why are we separated?" He asked. I folded my arms across my chest. "Kelly said that we're mad at each other.. and that we yell a lot." I said. He looked up at me. "I didn't think he noticed but he did." I said.

He ran his fingers through his hair. "Okay so what you want me to do? You want to me talk to him?" "No I already did, I just dont want him to be in the middle of this because of a little drama."

He raised a brow. "Little? You kissed another nigga." "He kissed me." "You kissed back!" He yelled. I scoffed. "And to top it all off you kept it from me! And lied!" He yelled. "Just stop yelling okay?"

"God! You just can't admit that this is all your fault." "My fault!?" "You always have to play the victim." "The Victim?" I asked tilting my head to the side. "Yes! The Victim."

I closed my eyes trying to breath. "You do this every fucking time! Like the world revolves around you but it doesn't!" I opened my eyes and started to feel tears roll down my cheeks.

"Your right, this is all my fault..I'm the hoe that tore this family apart right? I'm the reason why Kelly has a behavioral issue and I'm the reason why we're separated." I said.

Zion was silent. "I get it..And I dont know how many times I have to say sorry, I've been trying to show you that I'm sorry and you just throw everything in my face.

But its okay cause I deserve it right? I deserved everything that happened to me back in highschool.. I deserved getting snatched, beaten half the time and giving birth to your son alone! I had to grow up fast and it was hard..But I don't deserve you at all." I said.

He sighed rubbing his hands together looking down at the floor. "I don't this is gonna work." He said. I scoffed running my fingers through my hair. "Oh God." I said. "I just don't trust you..At all." He said.

I nodded. "Okay then leave!" I yelled. He looked up at me. I wiped my face but tears just kept falling. "Leave!" I yelled. He shot up walked to the closet grabbed his duffle bag and suit case.

I folded my arms across my chest tapping my foot on the floor watching him pack his bags. I knew he was done when he stood up with them both in his hands. Something in me snapped and I  grabbed the bags out his hands throwing them in the closet.

"What the fuck!" He yelled. "Your not leaving me." He sighed and tried to walk to the closet when I got in his way. "Anastasia. Move." He warned. "No." He grabbed my arms and moved me out the way pinning me against the wall.

"I'm leaving." "And I won't let you." I said looking up at him. He sighed. "Just let me leave." I shook my head. "No..We're gonna talk about it and work this out like we always do." I said. He shook his head.

"And what if I don't want to work it out?" He asked. My face turnt into a complete frown. "And why wouldn't you?" I asked. He looked in my eyes then let me go. "You don't love me anymore?" I asked watching him walk in the closet then walk out.

"I didn't say that." He mumbled. "Then what is it? Why you don't wanna work it out?" I asked stepping in front of him blocking his path. He sighed. "Ana just move." "Answer the damn question!" I yelled. He clenched his teeth.

"Because I'm done...And I been done." He said bluntly. I blinked twice. "So we're really over?" I asked. He nodded. "Almost three years down the drain.." I said. He shrugged. "Maybe its better that way." He said. I looked down at my feet.

"And what about Kelly? You Gonn' try to take him away from me?" I asked looking up at him. "Nah I wouldn't do that to you." He said. I nodded holding my arms.

"Then don't leave." I whispered. He shook his head them brushed past me. I turnt around and he stood there in the doorway looking back at me. He then turnt back around and walked out the door.

When I heard the front door close I bust into tears. I held my face and sat on the floor. "Mommy?" I heard Kelly walk into the room. He got on his knees and hugged me.

"Its okay Mommy."

I hugged him back and he kissed my forehead. Something I always did when he would cry...But I couldn't stop crying, it felt like my heart just broke in half and shattered into a million pieces.

Anastasia & Zion in the MM

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