Moran & Horan

8. Sam comforts Layla

Layla

Sam drove in silence while I cried in the passenger seat. Once we arrived at his apartment and I laid in Sam's bed alone for an hour,  I called him into the room. After I told Sam about what had happened, He nodded. "You don't have to take responsibility for Kian's sexual endeavors. He knew what he was doing, don't blame yourself." 

"How can I not blame myself? I allowed for that to happen. I let Kian have sex with me, even though I know he's dating Andrea. I'm just as guilty as he is." I cry.

"Layla... look at me." I turned my head towards him, not able to make eye contact. "You are a human. You have needs and wants and desires. Andrea will be mad at all of us for a while, but none of us will ever be mad at you." He put his hand under my chin. He lifted until our eyes met. "I could never be mad at you. No matter what."

We leaned forward and our lips connected, moving in rhythm with each other. I found myself consumed by happiness during this kiss. I broke off the kiss and looked into his eyes again.

"Do you really mean that? Never?" 

Instead of answering, he kissed me again. And again. 

We were both hungry for each other's affection, we couldn't get enough of each other in that moment. ;)

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Sam comforted me in my time of need and then dropped me back off at Trevor's house, where Nikki and Trevor were sitting outside waiting for me.

"Thank you Sam!" Nikki yelled to Sam before he drove away. She turned to me "How are you doing with everything?"

"I'm just so torn, I know I shouldn't have done that to Andrea but it just felt so right in the moment." I looked down at my feet. 

"Layla, what's done is done. And it's okay. You're in a tough spot but at the end of the day, the only thing that matters is that you learn from your mistakes. I'll leave you and Trevor to talk." She hugs me and then goes back inside. 

"Trevor, I'm sorry I ran from the house." I said.

"It's okay Layla. I get it, you didn't want to be caught in the middle of Andrea and Kian's huge break up fight. They were going to break up soon anyway, all of us could tell. I'll never turn my back on you. You're my best friend." He smiled at me and gave me a long hug. "I should've run from their fight when I had the chance." Trevor laughed.

After Trevor and I went inside, I took a nice long shower and let the events of today roll off my shoulders.

I slept with 2 guys in one day, what on earth was I thinking?