I'm crazy for you (the outsiders)

scared

I wake up to my alarm going off and groan. When I realized it was Saturday I jumped out of my bed and took a shower cause I remembered I start my first job today. I get out of the shower and put on a black pair of ripped jeans, a pink blouse, my white shoes, and a ring that soda got me and straighten my hair. "Bye mom I'm going to work." I said to her before I left. "You're not gonna eat?" She asked me. "Yeah I'm gonna eat next door." I said getting my bag. "Ok well have a good day I love you." She said. "I love you too bye." I said heading out the door. I walk into rebels house to find soda in the kitchen with his back facing me and wearing nothing but blue jeans. I go up behind him to hug him. "Morning ricky." He said turning around. "Morning babe." I said looking up at him and kissing him, as we were kissing it started to get passionate and soda tried to take off my shirt. "Mmh baby...baby stop." I said in between kisses. "Why?" He asked kissing my neck. "Cause i..I have to go to work and your brother's and sister are asleep." I said. "Come on don't you want to have a little fun before work?" He asked still trying to take my shirt off. "Maybe later today soda but I can't be late for my first day of work." I said while he was still kissing my neck. "Sodapop Curtis and Renah Storm if you two are about to have sex please go somewhere else and have sex." Darry said while scaring me. "Come on Dar we wouldn't have sex in the kitchen." Soda said laughing while putting his chin on top of my head. "Yeah but you two sure as hell did it on the couch and in my bed." Rebel said coming into the kitchen. "We didn't know you were home reb we thought you were with Dally  and you weren't using your bed cause you and Dally were sleeping on the couch." He said laughing a little. "Ok could we not talk about where soda and I had sex." I said leaning on soda. As I was leaning on him i felt his hand grab my ass and my eyes widen. "Ok well soda go get ready for work...and Get your hands off of ricky." Darry said walking out of the kitchen. "You need a ride to work or you gonna walk?" Soda asked me. "I need a ride." I said. "Alright." He said putting his dx shirt on. "Bye we're leaving." Soda yelled. "Bye have fun at work ricky." Rebel said. "Have fun with Dally." I said walking out of the house. Dally and Rebel have been talking more and I can tell she has feelings for him. We get in the car and soda drives me to work. "Is this it? " Soda asked. "Yeah that's it." I said looking out the window. "Ok have fun and don't worry it's your first day you'll do fine." He said moving my bangs. I nodded my head. "Hey are you Ok you seem like something's bothering you." Soda asked me. "Yeah I'm fine I'm just tired that's all." I said. "Bye I love you." I said giving him a quick kiss. "Bye love you too." He said kissing me back. I walked into the store and was greeted by Wendy. "Good morning Ricky." She said with a smile. "Morning Wendy." I smiled. "Ok you are going to be working with the register. You know how to work it?" She asked me. "Yeah I used to help my dad at his store." I said. "Ok well if you need me I'll be in the back." She told me. My first day was good, the store didn't have much people come in so that was good. I looked at the clock and saw that it was my break. "Hey Wendy I'm going to get something to eat you want something?" I asked. "No I'm fine but thank you." She said. I walk to this gas station that was close to my job as i was walking I started to feel sick again but didn't think anything of it. I get a coke and some chips since I forgot to eat breakfast. As i was walking down of the aisle I saw something that caught my eye, a pregnancy test. "I'm late." I said to myself. I started thinking, I've been throwing up for a while and I'm always hungry. I can't be pregnant I'm only 16. What if i am? I buy the tests along with my other stuff and head back to work. When I got back there i ran into the bathroom cause I had to throw up. "I'm not pregnant, I'm just sick." I tried to tell myself. I get up and wash my mouth and hands off and go back to the cash register. Before I knew it I was done with my first day on the job. "You did good for your first day and you can come in in Saturday's and Wednesday's." She told me. "Ok I'll see you on Wednesday." I said. I walked outside and put my pregnancy test in my bag before soda saw them and waited for him. After about 10 minutes of waiting he showed up. "How was it?" He asked me as i was getting in the car. "It was ok, not a lot of people came in." I said. "Can we go too my house..I kinda need to talk to you." I said as we almost got to his house. "Yeah sure, are you ok?" He asked me. "Yeah I'm fine I just need to talk to you but without everyone." I said getting out of the car. We get into my house and I make sure my mom isn't home. We go into my room and I shut the door. "Soda." I said quietly. "Baby what's wrong? Something's bothering you. Are you ok." He said looking at me. I shook my head no and started crying. "I.i..think im..pregnant."I said in between sobs. Soda didn't say anything he just stood there looking at me and almost crying. "The last time we had sex was on the night my parents died....two months ago." Soda said. "I'm scared soda I don't know what to do." I said looking up at him. "Its ok baby its gonna be fine." He said holding me. I pull away cause I remembered about the pregnancy test. "Where are you going?" He asked me. I get my bag and show him. Once I was done with the test we waited for what felt like forever. "When the time was up I get the stick but before I get it soda grabbed my hand. "No matter what that stick says I will be by your side." He said. I get it and I start to cry.