I'm crazy for you (the outsiders)

the dream.

"Where am i? Am I dreaming?" I asked myself. "RENAH!" I heard someone yell. For some reason I started running but from what? When I looked back to see what was after me I knew why I was running it was Brandon. I started running faster but he caught me. We somehow got back to the house and he started punching me and hitting me. I dropped to the floor and started crying and screaming when he was kicking me.

"Renah baby wake up. Baby wake up." I heard soda say trying to wake me up. I woke up and started thrashing and hitting soda cause I thought he was Brandon. "Stop him he's hurting me! Soda help me!" I screamed. Soda already had a hold of my hands after I hit him a couple of times and I was fully aware of my surroundings. I was back home in my room with soda trying to calm me down and I burst into tears. "Renah it's ok you're ok it was only a dream." He said hugging me. "I..it felt s..so real." I said in between sobs. "It's ok baby he's not gonna hurt you." He said rubbing my back. By now I was crying hysterically and shaking. "Baby calm down, breath." He said looking at me. After 20 minutes of crying and taking deep breaths I was calm. "I'm so scared sodapop." I said crying a little. "I know baby it's ok he's not gonna hurt you anymore." He said kissing my head. "What if he comes back? What if he hurts me again?" I said starting to cry more. "He's not gonna hurt you he's somewhere in a prison far away from you and your mom." He said trying to calm me down. "And if he ever comes back he's gonna wish he was dead." He said moving my bangs from my face. "Please don't leave me." I said holding his hand. "I'm not going anywhere." He said kissing me. I kissed him back and we started making out. Soda carefully laid me down trying not to hurt me cause of my bruises. A moan would escape our mouths every now and then. I almost had to stop him cause i thought my mom was home but i realized it was the middle of the night and she works at nights. Our lips moved in sync. I started taking his shirt off then he undid mine and took my shorts off. He made his way down to my neck and started sucking on it leaving more hickeys on my neck. He unhooked my bra and started rubbing my boobs. He took off his pants and boxers. "You sure you want to do this? " he asked me. I nodded my head and kissed his lips. Everything happened so fast and it felt so good to be doing this with him. His thrust were slow at first but got fast. I started to pull his hair a little and kissed his neck to stop me from screaming. After what seemed like forever we were done and out of breath. "You ok?" He asked turning to me. "Yeah I'm fine that was just...wow." I said to him. He laughed and kissed me. "Did I hurt you?" He asked remembering about my bruises. "No you didn't." I said putting my bra and underwear back on. I saw him get up and I got scared. "Are you leaving?" I asked worried. "No I'm just gonna get water." He said kissing me. I laid down on the bed and closed my eyes after a few minutes I felt sodas arms wrap around me. "Night ricky." He said kissing my shoulder. "Night pepsicola." I said kissing his hand.