Reylo one shots

It is you.

Reys p.o.v.
How could I let it get this far? I thought I could do this by myself, I thought I didn't need any training or guidance for this mission but oh my maker how wrong I was.

I had promised that I wouldn't let him get to me, but here I am. Standing at the edge of a cliff face to face with him. We were so close I could feel his hot breath on my neck, his dark hazel eyes locked on mine.

We had been out here for what seemed like minutes but in the end had been multiple hours. His once possessed yellow eyes now a soft shade of brown. He looked like he had given up, but i wouldn't let him we needed to finish this once and for all.

The cold winter air stung at my face, the only thing keeping me warm was the glow from our sabers as they frantically clashed against each other. I didn't intend on killing him, I just wanted him understand he had to give up sooner or later and do what was right. I didn't agree to these missions for the sake of his or my happiness, but for Leia. I couldn't bear to see her drowning herself in sadness because her idiot of a son decided to join the dark side and kill the last man she loved. She didn't deserve this, I didn't either, I felt her pain as if it was my own. I decided to take matters into my own hands and get kylo back to light side for her, for Leia.

I hit his saber merciless once more taking a glance into his eyes. He looked sad almost, like he didn't want to do this, the way he looked at me felt like he yearned to come back. He couldn't do it for some reason but he felt obligated to fight me like I was just another thing he had to deal with everyday.

I peered into his mind when he wasn't paying attention, I started but was startled by his deep booming voice

"stop" he gritted out.

I held my stance and pushed my saber just enough to distract him.
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"Come on Benny let's go!" A small brunette girl waved her hand motioning the boy to come over.

"I can't play right now rey, I'll play later"

" but Benny I want to play now, I haven't seen you since your meeting with master luke"

he kept walking waving her off as to say he would talk later. She ran up to the young boy

"come on Benny I haven't seen you in a while, I just want to play"

"I said I can't play right now rey" she giggled

"come on Benny I'm bored, what's so important you can't play with me"

"it's nothing rey just go away" he said with a stern face

"come on Benny" she whined he turned and he got face to face with her

"I said I can't rey now leave me alone" he bellowed at her making the ground rumble.

Her eyes were lined with tears as he stormed off leaving her all by herself for the day, the day turned to weeks and months and soon years since she had seen him.

" I don't know Leia I don't think it's going to work" she half whispered.

" it will my dear I promise, if not for him do it for me, bring my ben home."
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I let go of the memory although the last one felt like my own. I looked up at him to see if I only noticed that bit his eyes shifted to the ground,

"it is you" I managed to squeak out.

His eyes flited to mine and they looked softer than before. He smirked and lowered his head.

"How long have you known?"

He slowly lifted his head and smiled a small genuine smile.

"I knew it since the interrogation on star killer base rey" he whispered.

I lowered my head and felt my eyes started to fill with tears.

" why did no one tell me?" I whispered

"I was going to tell you once I started to train you"

" are you serious, all I seem to be good for is to fulfill other people's needs!"

I hit his saber murederously, " no one seems to care about how I feel!"

I hit again with more force

" what's the point of living when no one seems to care how I feel about my own life!"

I hit one last time weakly and fell to my knees, my cheeks hot with tears. I hated that he is seeing me like this I'm supposed to be strong for him for everyone it seems but myself. I hear a loud thud on the snow next to me and I am engulfed in large warm arms, I feel tears that aren't my own fall on my shoulders.

"I'm so sorry rey" he whispered.

Why did I let this happen, here I am crying in the snow with the enemy. I'm supposed to fear him and take him home, not cry in his arms, the arms of a murderer, a traitor, but right now his arms feel like the arms of a long lost friend.

A.N.
Oh my lord!!!! This book is almost to one hundred I'm so happy. Thank you all so much for reading, I haven't updated in awhile because of freaking finals but not to worry mah dudes I'll try and update more often and try to make these stories less boring curse my writers block and school ugh but anyways. This one shot is based somewhat on the picture and some of the things rey is dealing with in this i have dealt with personally, and I mean really i just like how sweet they interact with each other so yeah. Like always please please please vote, comment what you think and how your liking these so far and if I should make a full fledge book or not instead of just a bunch of one shots. Thank you for reading mah dudes

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