Reylo one shots

the end is only the beginning pt. 2

Kylos P.O.V

I could feel her stressing over me picking her up, it pained me that she was nervous, scared even to be around me.

I know that she has the right to be scared considering the things I've done, but being around her feels strange I've already released myself from the dark side, but making her think she needs to save me by fighting me is just it's just it's getting old.

I knew she wouldn't give up and we rarely spoke so that time would let me think everything through.

Of course I realize it's not that easy to switch but I realized I didn't want to deal with snoke using me, so here I am stuck on a fence wavering between light and dark.

I have been walking for hours with rey in my arms as I looked for resistance base.

I quickly picked up that rey would fight me near the base just in case I got "out of hand", so she could call her traitorous friends for help.

Of course I am leaning towards the light but being in my position some people *cough* my mother *cough* rey, took from me my best trooper who was and still is a traitor for chickening out on me.

But any who I guess I'm supposed to forgive him but I got a lot of crap from smoke about it, so I'm gonna hold this grudge to the grave.

The base has to be around her somewhere I know I've seen it from a distance while fighting her.

I see the base coming into view and I feel rey stir, i look down at her and smile as she lays her head on my chest.

I know I havent known her long but the pull between her and I is strong and if we use it wisely and do what is right we can save the galaxy together.

She is so so strong yet innocent I feel the need to protect her because together we can be strong but without her I feel like my world will crumble.

The galaxy would forever be full of rage and violence but together we could bring peace to the galaxy.

Walking to the main doors of the base felt like I was walking back home but the looks I was getting made me want to scream.

But I couldn't, I knew better I was raised better than that, well somewhat.

I lifted my head up and marched through the front doors.

I looked around trying to get myself familiar with the base again, since you know it's been like fifteen years or so since I went on my little um ya know rebellious fit.

I walked to the door with my mothers name on it and knocked.

" Come in" she said gingerly, I smiled glad that the only person left to care for me is right behind this door.

I stepped back and focused with the rest of my strength to force open the door.

I looked around the familiar room looking for somewhere to sit rey once I decided I looked down at my awe struck mother.

Tears were rolling down her faces as she tried to process my being in her presence willingly.

"Benjamin it it's been years dear what are you doing here" she started towards me slowly then stopped

" what do you think youre doing coming back here to me after everything you've done to me!?"

She pushed her hand onto my chest pounding at me, tears rolling down harder than before.

It was hurting me I felt a tear roll down my cheek feeling her intense pain and sorrow and now it hit me like a freight train all the pain I've caused others hit me.