Reylo one shots

Rey.

All she remebered was being alone. She remembered nothing of how she arrived on this sandy planet. Nothing of her parents, nothing about her past. All she was left with was her name and scavenging.

That's all she did, day and night. Trying to keep her mind off of the pain and sadness she felt. The rejection she felt from those who left her but how could she hate them, she couldn't put her hate towards a face or a being. She knew she hated what they had done but she didn't hate them.

She secretly longed to be near them, for them to hold her in their arms to tell her all of this was just a bad dream. For that's all she knew, was what awaited her when she hit her head on her makeshift pillow.

The terrors and nightmares that crept through her mind, the screaming of a small girl who looked like herself longing for them to take her with them, but it happened so fast. They left quickly and the looks on their faces held no regret of what they had done.

It had taken years to convince herself she was fine but it was a lie. She wasn't fine. She had longed to have someone to call family, someone to love her and never leave her. That's all she asked for, she never asked for nice things or a better home, all she wanted was to be loved to feel love.

Love was such a foreign thing to her. How would she be able to tell if it was love, would she push them away if she thought they wouldn't be able to love her. Love her and all the scars she has, all the wounds that had been torn open time and time again. She had told herself to stay away from others so she wouldn't get attached and rush for love and it be a lie the entire time.

She didn't, she couldn't do it. She blamed it on them for lying but she was the only that was truly lying to herself.

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~B <3