Purposely Perfect

Chapter 15

Nicole's POV

Harry thinks I cheated on him. Why would Niall do that to me? Where was I going to go, would I move back into my house? Would Harry believe me if I told him the truth? Lets find out. I called him.

"Nicole I don't want to talk to you right now." he answered.

"Harry just hear me out."

"Save it Nicole, go back to Niall." The line went dead.

Thats when everything just happened hit me, when I fell to my knees crying. This is all Niall's fault. Now I have to go deal with Liam and my dad.

I stayed on the ground for a little while, thinking, thinking about what I should do. Should I just kill myself, or deal with this like every other person. I made up my mind, got up and walked up to my front door. I only had to knock once before Liam opened the door.

"Nicole, oh my gosh, Dad, I can't find him anywhere! I looked all around town!"

"Why would I care?" I asked him.

"Because you love him."

"Who said I loved him?"

"I know you do Nicole, you at least love the old him."

I did, I missed the old him, I guess I still sometimes see the old him in himself, so I guess I do still love him, deep down.

"Anyways, help me look for him, I'm worried."

"Let's check the house again. Your terrible at searching for things."

"I'll take down here, and you take upstairs?"

"Alright, tell me if you have any ideas." I told him.

I walked upstairs and checked everywhere. I didn't see him. Every closet and bathroom, under all the beds, everywhere. Until I came to his bedroom. There was a note on him bed. It read...

Dear Liam,

I am sorry I had to do this. I love you and your sister very much, Take care of yourself and Nicole for me ok? Tell her I am sorry for the awful way I treated her. She doesn't have to forgive me, I deserve it. Thank you guys for everything.

-your father

"LIAM!! OH MY GOD LIAM!"

I hear him running up the stairs and into the room I was in.

"Read this." I handed him the note.

"Where is he?" he said after reading the note.

"Did he commit suicide? Sounds like a suicide note." I told him. He apologized, he hasn't told me he loved me since, well, a long time ago. Well he told Liam he loved me.

"Now I'm really worried." he ran his fingers through his hair, and sighed.

"You continue looking downstairs I'll look in the basement."

I flipped the switch down in the basement and screamed at the sight in front of me.

Harry's POV

I cried for hours. How could she do this? She cheated on me after everything. And she cheated on me with one of my best mates. Would she have to move back in with her dad? I shouldn't care, but I do. I still love her to pieces. Why can't at least one person I love stick around? Obviously I'm not good enough for anyone. Louis had called to ask why I left so early, I told him what happened, and he is furious with Nicole, and Niall. I got up and walked to the bathroom, and put the same blade to my wrist that I found in the sink the other night, and cut. I had only cut 3 times when I realized this hurt a whole lot more than it used to. so I stopped. Why was I doing this? Why did I do this... This is stupid. So I put the blade down, and thought, now it has blood on it.

Nicole's POV

I ran out of the basement as fast as I could and fell to the ground screaming and crying.

"Nicole! Are you okay!? What happened?"

All I could do was point to the basement. I saw him walk over there, I

"Liam... n..NO! Don't l-look!" But it was to late he saw what was down there. He screamed and started crying like me. He knelt down with me and hugged me, us both crying. I stopped crying and realized, dad was never there for me, and never showed that he cared for me... So why should I care about what I just witnessed? I don't care, I don't care about what I saw or him, even if he did apologize for everything, he can't take back what he did. So instead I comforted Liam, rocking us back and forth, telling him it was going to be okay.