So today I was sitting with my other sissy and my friend in Civics. We were finishing up on our brochure and I started telling them a story. It was a 100% true story though. Here's how it goes.
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Alright so today during third period I was texting my boyfriend right. So these are the text messages.
Me: Can I punch a bitch in his damn mouth
Boyfriend: Y
Me: He keeps on saying shit about me
Boyfriend: Like what
Me: I go out with Daniel and stuff like that when i don't
Me: And stuff like I eat pussy (Just so you know, I don't eat pussy.)
Boyfriend: Wait what so u cheating on me. I tho we was together wtf
Me: No
Boyfriend: U go out with a dude name daniel
Me: I don't go out with Dan
Boyfriend: Mhmm
Me: Emerie was joking around and it's annoying
Boyfriend: K
Me: I love you and you only
Boyfriend: Ok
Me: I wont ever cheat on you
Me: You should know that
Boyfriend: K
Me: what you wanna do
Boyfriend: Idk
Me: okay
Me: r u okay
Boyfriend: Ya
Me: Alright
Me: Just checking because you haven't been texting back
Me: Like you were with truth or dare
Boyfriend: I'm babysitting
Me: oh thats cool who you babysitting
Boyfriend: my nephew
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I underlined the word boyfriend for a reason, to point out something. The thing I was trying to point out is that if I HAVE A BOYFRIEND AND I LOVE HIM BUT I ALSO LOVE MY BEST FRIEND. My sissy said, "So you are so crushed right now." Then I just realised how bad this was getting. So I am trying to take advice but so far, but I have not found the courage to ask him if he likes me and that I like him. I feel like either way I go, I am having a long distance relationship. I can handle it with 'Kevin Will', my bae, but I couldn't handle it with my best friend.
Also yearbooks came out yesterday so every time I look at his picture, my eyes drift off to his eyes. Then I stare into his eyes and it feels like he's looking right back at me and I can't stop. It's miserable. But I love him. I can't help it. I need quick advice before 5/31/17 on whether or not I should talk to him.
Earlier today during dismissal, me and my friend was walking and he was kind of behind me. I wanted to talk to him but I couldn't so I wanted to cry. With love, I get really emotional (Sometimes).
If I was to give him my account for Wattpad, I'd have to delete this story unless if he already knew I liked him but yea. 😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥😥
So sad.
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Help me!!!!
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