Falling Star

Chapter 5: What was I Thinking?

Chads POV

When Emma didn't come to her locker I new that it wasn't her hiding spot. I Guess it was too obvious. I kept pacing back and forth. Where could she be?? Aaron and I have searched the entire school together to find this dam hiding spot and still no luck! I don't know why but I always wait by her 'locker' to see if she comes by. I hear something.... foot steps!!! Oh God she's coming!!!

Don't Panic!!

Act Cool!

As I wait to see her come around the corner I was greatly disappointed when I see James come around the corner. Dam :( this dick head had messed everything up since the beginning, I wish I could just kick I'm out of the group but if I did he would start another group and we would be at war. I just don't need that right now I already have too much on my plate.

"Hey there you are chad! We have been looking everywhere for you. I though we were going to skip for... Wait what are you doing? Why are you at Emma's locker??" his volume and curiosity was seriously bugging me.

I just stared at him trying to make up a good enough excuse that would get me off the hook.

"uhh I'm making sure that Emma doesn't try to leave school early today. You know after the food fight and all. You know how mad Aaron would be at me if I let her escape school. haha" I tried my best to sound confident like I was on a mission. I definitely wasn't going to tell him the real reason of why I was there.

"Haha, dude seriously... you guys are still trying to find out her 'hiding place' common its been years. just give up man!! The only thing she's is good at is getting us A's and making me Crazy horny... haha Man what I would do to her... (sigh) hmmm"

"DON'T TALK ABOUT HER LIKE THAT!! SHES GOOD AT OTHER THINGS TOO YOU JUST DON'T CARE TO NOTICE CAUSE ALL YOU THINK OF IS YOUR HORNY ASS DICK!"

I could feel the anger inside me just wanting to punch him out. How dare he talk about her like that! The only person who will be talking about her like that will be The One & Only Me!! CHAD GREEN! Emma is Mine!!!

I mean the only reason why we bullied her the first day is so that no one else would touch her. When I first saw her enter the school I knew that she was for me. I knew I had to have her. So making her the school Loser was the only way that I could see her every day and have her all to my self.

I know that makes me a total jerk! I constantly beat myself up everyday when I have to be aggressive or hurtful to her. I know that I am the cause of all her pain and I hate to see it. The others on the other hand just don't know when to quit! Like James he wont stop touching her it makes me sick but since I'm the leader I have to accept that this is part of the 'being bullied deal'. I absolutely hate it when I hear people call her a L-O-S-E-R. I know I'm the on who has started it but I regret it everyday, each time I hear it I just want to run up and cover her ears and tell her that their wrong and that she is the most Beautiful Girl who is so smart and any guy (I mean Me) Would be lucky to have her.

"Dude I thought you hated Emma?? Wait ... do ... do you Like her??" James just stared at me waiting for an answer. I see a smirk come across his evil face. I could feel my face starting to heat up when I suddenly walk right up to him and Punch him in the face!

"What! Oh Hell no! You think I would be caught dead with that skank!! And you think I'm Crazy!!! James I know you like her and all but there's no need for you to get Jealous man! Now your the one being a stupid ass!"

Each word that came out of my mouth felt like knives stabbing my heart, but I couldn't tell him. I know that he would destroy me and her for the rest of our school days. I watch him rub his face from the punch I landed on him. he just stared at the ground, his face was bright red from embarrassment. haha it looked good on him too. He cleared his throat.