Falling Star

Chapter 6: I'm always there...

Emma's POV

Math 101

I'm trying to focus on the math lesson... but all I can think of is the simple fact that I made Chad Green Glow. Me of all people. Since it was his first time its kind of a big deal! This is so frustrating!!!

Why did he have to say those things?? He didn't mean it right?? What if he did?? What will happen to me once Aaron finds out!! She will kill me!! She will make my life a living Hell... one that I will never escape!!

Okayy Emma.... calm down. Deep breath. . .

Mr. Rolls is now jotting down notes for us to copy. I take out my pen and begin to write the formuals down. This doesn't seem to be hard. Actually math is one of my strongest subjects. I really get in to it all the equations and trying to solve the problems, I love the challenge of finding the answers :D

Mr. Rolls always seems to ramble on about how important remembering the formulas are... haha I don't know why im taking this class... like really I have taken all the advanced mathematic courses already I just needed a filler class. I usually finish the homework for the lessons during the lessons. Its that easy (well for me haha) Since I finish so fast that means I have more time to complete all the other 5star Losers homework. Since its Friday I'll have a lot of work to do for them especially since midterms are coming up. I normally have to complete a project for them and make them study sheets for their test.

Sometimes I wish that I had the strength to say "NO" but sadly I can't. I would rather do the work and learn more myself than get harassed everyday. Or worse beaten!

I have only experience a physical blow twice since I've been at this school. Both times I really wasn't my fault. The first time I was in the bathroom. The other girls who were in Aarons 'group' though I was snooping around. So they took the opportunity to "teach me a lesson". I came home that night with burses on my tummy from all the kicking.

The other time was during one of the glorious food fights. I guess one of the guys got some food on his "lucky Jersey" So they took a food tray and smashed it against my head. Luckily I passed out so no other damage was done but I had a bruise on my head that was covered by my hair.

I haven't' told my parents about what happens at school. I just tell them that my grades are still in the 90's and that it simply went well. I know ... I really should tell them but I don't want them to worry about me. They risked so much for me to go to this school I don't want to wreck anything.

There is only one being that I tell all my secrets too. She knows everything about me and what goes on at my school. She's the one who I tell all my gossip too. She's always there for when I need advice and she always watches out for me. No its not my Sister, and I really don't have any friends at all. No its not any of my teachers.

So she's more than that. She's like a sister/ best friend/ mother/ care figure all in one.

She's the moon.

I don't know what I would do with out her words of encouragements. She tells me to keep fighting and that all my hard work would pay off. She believes in me. I have no Idea why. That will always remain a mystery.

She's just so amazing! I can't believe that I can actually call her my friend. Not many stars can call the moon their friend. The bond of friend ship between the moon and a star is very hard to master.  It has to be earned. To her a star is mesured by their courage and their abitlity to be welcome to anything and anyone. 

When I was Getting 'beatings' by the students at this stupid school. I stoped glowing completey. For a star if you stop glowing it means your dieing. Mum and dad were taking me to doctors and specalist but no one could figure out what was wrong with me. Of course me being stupid me I didn't tell them. I was just giving up. I didn't want to go back to a school that wouldn't exept me.