Im angry i just want everyone to shut up and go away but everyone has to be rude and make me hate myself more and just want to punch something until it hurts and then i will know im real i just want to hurt myself again but my parents found out about my self-harm and i don't want them to know how bad i am because im a bad person and im selfish and horrible and attention-seeking and i want to fucking die but i also don't because im going camping with my crush this weekend but they don't care about me. why should they? im a bad friend, and i can't do anything right and i just hate everything about myself
