6 Years Bellarke

Regret

Clarke could hear yelling but couldn't will herself to open her eyes and face reality. Not yet, so she might as well listen.
"How could you do this to her? She loves you and you had a child with another woman? And by the looks of it not one year since you were in space. Rubbish that's what you are. Did you know that she...."
She wasn't going to let Madi finish her sentence so she simply squeezed her hand willing her to stop, and tried to open her eyes.
"Madi it's okay they obviously have their life and we have ours. Speaking of which my little nightbleda go start the rover I'll be out in one second."
"But Clar..."
"Go I will be fine."
Once Clarke saw Madi's figure leave the rocket she was able to lift herself off the floor and look at Raven, Bellamy, and Augustus. Raven's faced was covered in worry, and Bellamy's with guilt.
"I am truly sorry our reunion ended so abruptly give Murphy, Emori, Monty, and Echo my best wishes. If you ever need anything, here's a walkie-talkie." Clarke tossed the walkie-talkie she had found in an abandoned bunker. She had kept it to give to Bellamy when he came back, but now he had a family to take care of, one she wasn't apart of.
"Just talk and I'll be there."
Before she could wait for a response she ran out. She was about to reach the rover when she heard his voice call out.
"Clarke! Wait please!"
She slowly turned not wanting him to convince her to stay.
"Clarke I'm so sorry I ever hurt you. I thought you were dead and I know I should have waited longer but Echo was a one night stand, to help get over the pain of your death. When she told me she was pregnant I couldn't believe it.."
"Save it Bellamy you have a family now, and I have Madi to take care of. Our past means nothing we have to look at our futures. And right now I can't see you in mine. I'm sorry Bellamy."
Clarke turned her back and hopped into the rover. She saw a tear fall down Bellamy's face in her rear view mirror as she drove out of sight.