this.
this week, these days. everything has been so shit. ive been so overwhelmed. ive cried in classes multiple times, and no one takes me seriously ever. i know why they dont.. but i wish they did. i get that i joke around a lot but being silly hides all of the pain i feel. if you really know me. you know that i get extremely obnoxious and dumb when im at my worst but then at night i just give up. but sometimes during these times i slip up and start thinking and boom tears and sadness happens. i have so many things making me just want to, ya know..i guess you dont if youre reading this, but i hate saying it.
i have been repeatedly made fun of. i am so stressed out, but im trying to change that. i just hate myself and so many things about my life so much.. but i feel stupid talking about myself at the moment so ill just leave it at this..
also if you read any of my stories, some of them should be getting updated today or tomorrow. im trying to get the motivation
if youre reading this i love you and appreciate you for listening.
YOU ARE READING
rant book
Aléatoiresometimes i need to say things,, and sometimes i don't want to bother people,, (will probably be updated more than my actual stories) i also talk about connor franta a lot and bands and just people
