rant book

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well.

i didnt do any work. well sort of. i havent finished is the way to put it. but tomorrow (today) is school and im not ready. its 4am and im not asleep yet. today was horrible. im in a fight with my gf and were distant and weird. so much more happened. everything is killing me inside. im scared ill have to go to summer school because i couldnt understand anything this school year. im just not smart. but im going to beg my mom to let me stay home considering its the first day of our last week and its just a game day. we are only going to like 3 classes for a short amout of time then we will be watching a football and volleyball game...which i give zero shits about. plus i dont want to be alone... i hate this, can it be summer right now?

good news sunday was a great day i videochatted with some of my amazing friends until we all fell asleep..i actually slept that night :)  well morning but i slept for a decent amount of time and it felt great. i love my friends so much and couldnt thank them enough. btw if any of you need anything im here and im always looking for friends! also May 29th is one of my favorite youtubers (NickDominates) bitthday and i want to thank him for being so special and such an important aspect of my life. he is so humble and amazing to his fans even though im slightly salty i havent gotten noticed even though ive been a fan for a while lol..but i am so proud of him and i know he goes through hard times (great song by paramore btw) too and he just helps me feel less alone. hes so special and a gift to the world. i admire him and his family and couldn't thank him enough for existing..

thats all. thanks for reading. i love you all and updates soon i say again -_-🌻

WAIT! i want to thank sweetestdun for always reading these and making me smile. i feel so much better knowing youre out there caring about me even though you don't know me personally. thank you so much. i wish you the best of days <3